Saturday, October 26, 2013

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NyUzi g‡b cÖkœ Rv‡M †K H bvm©? Zv‡K GKvš— Avcb g‡b nq| g‡b nq †m KZhy‡Mi †Pbv| bvwm©s GKwU gnr †ckv| Zv‡Z Zvi m‡›`n †bB| AwaKvsk bvm©B †ivMx‡K AwZ h‡Zœi mv‡_ †mev K‡i _v‡KÑ GUv Zv‡`i gnvb KZ©e¨| ZvI NyUz Rv‡b| wKš‘ Zv‡K †h bvm©wU †`Lvïbv Ki‡Q, †m Kx Zvi †ckvi LvwZ‡i Ges gvbweK Kvi‡YB AZUv Ki‡Q, bvwK Gi †cQ‡b Ab¨ †Kvb KviY Av‡Q! hw` wKQy †_‡K _v‡K Z‡e †mwU Kx? †K I?
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NyUz nvmcvZv‡j G‡m‡Q cuvPw`b n‡jv| evox †divi c‡_ nVvr  †m Á¨vb nvwi‡q †d‡j| NyUz‡K iv¯—vq c‡o _vK‡Z †`‡L K‡qKRb †jvK Zv‡K nvmcvZv‡j †i‡L †M‡QÑ GK_v †m bvm©‡`i gy‡L ï‡b‡Q| Zvici †_‡K †m nvmcvZv‡j Av‡Q| kix‡ii K‡qK RvqMvq †PvUцj‡M‡Q| mvi‡Z nqZ †ek wKQyw`b mgq jvM‡e| Zv‡K †`Lvïbv Kivi †KD †bB, ZvB nvmcvZvj Qvov Zvi DcvqI †bB| nvmcvZv‡ji cwi‡ek Zvi Kv‡Q Amn¨ ZeyI H bvm©wUi Rb¨ K‡ói fviUv GKUz Kg g‡b nq|
nvmcvZv‡j Ávb †divi ci †m Zvi cv‡k emv bvm©‡K wR‡Ám K‡iwQj, Avwg †Kv_vq? Avwg GLv‡b Gjvg Kx K‡i? ZLb H bvm© Reve w`j, Avcwb nvmcvZv‡j| AÁvb n‡q Avcwb iv¯—vq c‡owQ‡jb| wKQz mü`q †jvK Avcbv‡K GLv‡b w`‡q wM‡q‡Q| wKš‘ Avcwb AÁvb n‡jb wKfv‡e?
NyUz ejj, †Pv‡L †`wLbv‡Zv, iv¯—vi GKcvk †_‡K Ab¨cv‡k hvw”Qjvg Agwb|
NyUzi gy‡Li K_v †K‡o wb‡q bvm©wU e‡jwQ‡jv, Kx ej‡jb! Avcwb †Pv‡L †`‡Lb bv!!
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A‡Zv K‡óI NyUzi nvm‡Z B‡”Q K‡iwQj| †ekx K‡óI Kv‡iv Kv‡iv nvm‡Z B‡”Q K‡i| wKš‘ NyUzi kixi ZLb kw³nxb, mviv Mv‡q e¨_v! ZvB nvm‡Z †M‡jI Kvbœvi Awfe¨w³ dz‡U DVj| †m ejj, Kx †h e‡jb, wg_¨v eje †Kb! wb‡Ri †PvL wb‡q Kx †KD inm¨ K‡i!
wKš‘ Avcwb †Zv †Pv‡L †`L‡Zb| Avcbvi G Ae¯’v n‡jv Kx K‡i?
Avcwb wK K‡i Rvb‡jb †h, Avwg †Pv‡L †`LZvg?
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NyUzi AvMÖn n‡jv H gwnjv Kx K‡i Zvi c~e©ve¯’v Rv‡b Zv Rvbvi R‡b¨, wKš‘ K_v ej‡ZI fvj jvM‡jv bv ZvB mnR K‡i ejj, cÖwZev‡`i cÖwZ`vb|
bvm©wU Avevi AvMÖn I AvKzwZ Rvwb‡q ejj,welqwU cwi¯‹vi K‡i ejyb|
NyUz GKUz Pzc _v‡K| Zvici ejj, Avgvi MÖv‡gi cv‡k †h ¯‹y‡j c‡owQ, Zvi cvk w`‡q †n‡U hvw”Qjvg| AvPgKv kã ïwb evPuvI evPuvI| Avwg ZLb GwM‡q †M‡j K‡qKRb eLv‡U Avgvi gy‡LI Gwmo wb‡¶c K‡i| Z‡e †g‡qwU i¶v †c‡q hvq|
Ñ KZw`b G Ae¯’v n‡q‡Q?
Ñ GB eQi Pv‡iK n‡jv|
Ñ wPwKrmv Kivb wb?
Ñ Kwi‡qwQ wKš‘ †Kvb dj nqwb| nqZ †hiKg wPwKrmvi cÖ‡qvRb wQj, wVK †miKgwU Kiv‡bv nqwb|
bvm©wU wKQz mgq †Kvb K_v ejj bv| NyUz Zvi bvKUvbvi kã †c‡jv| eyS‡Z cvij H bvm© Kuv`‡Q| Gi c‡i hLb `yÕwZb †duvUv †bvbv cvwb Zvi gy‡Li Dci Mwo‡q coj, ZLb NyUz H bvixi Kvbœv m¤ú‡K© wbwðZ n‡jv| ZLbB NyUzi g‡b cÖkœ †`Lv w`j; bvixwU †K! Zvi `yt‡Li K_v ï‡b †m Kuv`‡Q †Kb!
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Ñ Avgvi †Zv †Kvb evmv †bB| †Kvb wVKvbv †bB|
Ñ †m †Kgb K_v! evmv bv †_‡K Kx cv‡i! fvwe †Kv_vq?
Ñ XvKvq|
Ñ Zvn‡j Avcwb GLv‡b †Kb? †eov‡Z G‡mwQ‡jb eywS? Zv GLv‡b †Kvb AvZ¥xq ¯^Rb †bB? Avcbvi GK PvPv GB KK&ªevRv‡i PvKwi Ki‡Zb bv? Dwb Av‡Qb bv?
Ñ bv, Dwb e`jx n‡q mvZKvwbqv P‡j †M‡Qb|
Ñ KK&ªevRv‡i wK Rb¨ G‡mwQ‡jb ej‡jb bv‡Zv|
Ñ GgwbB|
Ñ bv, Ggwb n‡Z cv‡i bv| Avcwb †Pv‡L †`L‡Z cvb bv, GKv GKv Avcwb KK&ªevRv‡i Ggwb Ggwb Avm‡Z cv‡ib bv| Avgv‡K Ly‡j e‡jb bv wc­R|
Ñ GUv Avgvi e¨w³MZ e¨vcvi| Avcbvi Gme ïb‡Z PvIqv DwPr bq|
Ñ Avwg `ytwLZ| Avm‡j e¨vcviUv Avgvi Kv‡Q GKUz LUKv g‡Zv g‡b n‡jv| ZvB GKUz †ekx †KŠZznj †`wL‡q †djjvg| wKQy g‡b Ki‡eb bv wc­R|
Ñ wVK Av‡Q, g‡b wKQy Kijvg bv| wKš‘ AvgviI †KŠZznj RvM‡Q| Avcwb Avgvi m¤ú‡K© GZwKQy Rv‡bb Kx K‡i? †K Avcwb?
Ñ Avwg GKRb bvm©|
Ñ †m‡Zv Rvwb| wKš‘ GUvB †Zv cy‡iv cwiPq bq|
Ñ Avwg wm÷vi|
Ñ GUvI Avcbvi cy‡iv cwiPq bq| bvm©, wm÷vi, Gi evB‡iI Avcbvi GKUv cwiPq Av‡Q| †m m~‡ÎB nqZ Avcwb Avgv‡K †P‡bb| †mwU wK e‡jb wc­R|
Ñ G Qvov Avgvi Ab¨ †Kvb cwiPq †bB| Avwg ïay&B bvm©, ïayB wm÷vi|
wKš‘ Avcbvi bvg, wVKvbv Avi wKfv‡e Avgv‡K †P‡bb, Zv‡Zv ej‡jb bv|
Ñ wc­R Gme K_v Rvb‡Z PvB‡eb bv| Zvn‡j Avwg Avi Avcbvi †`Lvïbv Ki‡Z Avm‡ev bv|
Gi c‡i NyUz Ii Kv‡Q Ii m¤ú‡K© Avi wKQy wR‡Ám K‡iwb| Z‡e A‡b¨i KvQ †_‡K †R‡b‡Q †h H bv‡m©i bvg iZœv|
NyUz Avkv K‡iwQj Ii bvg nqZ n‡e Z…wß | Z…wßi mv‡_ Zvi †`Lv nq bv cÖvq `k eQi n‡jv| hLb †kl †`Lv n‡qwQj ZLb Z…wß m‡e Gm.Gm.wm cvm K‡i K‡j‡R fwZ© n‡q‡Q| GB m~`xN© `k eQ‡i Zvi KÚ¯^‡i wK‡kvixi KÚ¯^i †_‡K Avav eqwm bvixi KÚ¯^‡i Aek¨B cwiYZ n‡q‡Q| †PnvivqI Aek¨B A‡bK cwieZ©b n‡q‡Q| ZeyI †PvL `y‡Uv fv‡jv _vK‡j GB `k eQi c‡iI Zv‡K wVKB wPb‡Z cvi‡Zv| Z…w߇K †Zv †m fyj‡Z cv‡i bv| Zvn‡j †Zv Zvi AZxZ †K fy‡j †h‡Z nq| wKš‘ KÚ¯^i ï‡b †Pbvi Dcvq †bB| ˆkke †_‡K ˆK‡kv‡i, ˆK‡kvi †_‡K †hŠe‡b c`vc©b Kivi mv‡_ mv‡_ gvby‡li KÚ¯^iI cv‡ë hvq| Gic‡i Aek¨ KÚ¯^i Avi Lye GKUv cvëvqbv| †PŠÏc‡bi eQ‡ii Z…wßi KÚ¯^i Avi PweŸk-cuwPk eQ‡ii Z…wßi KÚ¯^‡i A‡bK e¨eavb n‡Z eva¨|
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NyUz Z…w߇K fyjvi kZ †Póv K‡iI cy‡iv fyj‡Z cv‡iwb †Kvb w`b, eis wewfbœ cwiw¯’wZ‡Z wewfbœfv‡e Z…wßi ¯§„wZ g‡b DwK w`‡q‡QB|
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H w`b Z…wß Avi NyUzi mvg‡b G‡jv bv| †m Kv‡iv evmvq †Mjbv mvivw`b N‡i ï‡q _vKj| †m wKQy †LjI bv| Z…wßi gv Zv‡K LvIqv‡bvi R‡b¨ ¯^vfvweK Kivi R‡b¨ A‡bK †Póv Kij, wKš‘ cvij bv| Z…wßi GB GKUv ˆewkó¨ NyUzi Lye Lvivc jv‡M| †m fvej Z…wß ‡K †m‡aÑe‡j K‡q Zvi Awfgvb fvOv‡e wKš‘ bvbv K_v †f‡e †kl ch©š— †m Zv Kijbv| Zvi gbUv Lye Lvivc n‡q †Mj| we‡K‡j †m P‡j †Mj †mvRv wm‡bgv n‡j| C‡`i w`‡b wm‡bgv n‡j Lye wfo| wUwKU †Kbvi R‡b¨ A‡bK †Póv Kij, wKš‘ cvij bv| †kl‡gl e­v‡K cÖvq wظY cqmv w`‡q wUwKU wK‡b cici `ywU wm‡bgv †`‡L A‡bK iv‡Z evmvq wdij| mvivw`‡b ïay Z…w߇`i evmvq †L‡q, AvZ¥xq eÜz‡`i evmvh bv wM‡q Lvivc gb wb‡q `y‡Uv wm‡bgv †`‡L C‡`i Avb›`UvB gvwU K‡i w`j|
C‡`i ciw`b A‡bK †ejv K‡i NyUzi weQvbv †Q‡o DVj| C‡`i Avb›` N‡i N‡i †j‡MB wQj| QvÎQvÎx‡`i cov‡bv jvM‡e bv Avi K‡jR I eÜ ZvB Zvov wQj bv| ZvQvov Z…wß Ab¨ w`‡bi g‡Zv †W‡K RvMvqwb ZvB A‡bK †ejv K‡i weQvbv †Q‡o nvZgyL ay‡q Lvev‡ii R‡b¨ A‡c¶v Ki‡Z _vKj| mygb Lvevi wb‡q G‡jv| Ab¨w`b Z…wß wb‡q Av‡m, nVvr mygb Lvevi wb‡q Avmvq NyUz eyS‡Z cvij †h, Z…wßi Awfgvb ZLbI fv‡Owb|
LvIqv `vIqv †kl K‡i NyUz evB‡i †ei“evi R‡b¨ ˆZwi nw”Qj, Ggb mgq Z…wßi gv N‡i XyKj| ejj, †Zvgvi mv‡_ Avgvi wKQy K_v wQj| †Zvgvi wK GLbB evB‡i hvIqv `iKvi bv GKUz c‡i †M‡jI Pj‡e? NyUz ejj, bv, e¨¯—Zv †bB| †Kvb KvRevR †bB, fv‡jv jvM‡Q bv ZvB GKUz evB‡i Ny‡i †eov‡Z †h‡Z Pvw”Qjvg| e‡jb wK ej‡eb|
Z…wßi gv emj| Zvi †VuvU gv‡S gv‡S boj wKš‘ wKQy ejjbv| Gfv‡e Pjj A‡bK mgq| NyUz eyS‡Z cvij Dwb wK ej‡e Zv g‡bi g‡a¨ mvRv‡”Q| †Kv_v w`‡q wKfv‡e ïi“ Ki‡e wVK ey‡S DV‡Z cvi‡Q bv|
†ek wKQy mgq †K‡U †Mj, wKš‘ Z…wßi gv wKQyB ejj bv| NyUz I Pzc K‡i iBj| Zvi gbUv e¨vKzj wK ej‡e Zv †kvbvi R‡b¨| †kl ch©š— †m wKQyB bv e‡j D‡V coj| hvevi mgq ejj, wVK Av‡Q Zzwg evB‡i hvI, Avwg c‡i eje|
NyUzi g‡b fq n‡jv| m‡›`n n‡jv jwRsUv Avi _vK‡e wKbv| Zvi fq n‡jv MZ ciï iv‡Zi e¨vcviUv nqZ Dwb †Ui †c‡q‡Q| †mR‡b¨ wK Zv‡K P‡j †h‡Z ej‡e! bvwK Z…w߇K we‡q Ki‡Z ej‡e! bvwK Zvi GKgvÎ †g‡q‡K Kó w`‡”Q e‡j Zv‡K P‡j †h‡Z ej‡e| Z…w߇K Zv‡K we`vq w`‡q w`‡Z e‡j‡Q? Kx ej‡Z G‡mwQj Z…wßi gv?
NyUzi gbUv Lye Lvivc n‡q †Mj| †m evUz‡ji Kv‡Q †Mj| evUzj Zvi me‡P‡q wcÖqeÜz| wec‡`ÑAvc‡` bvbv cÖ‡qvR‡b NyUz memgq evUz‡ji Kv‡Q hvq civgk© ev mvnv‡h¨i R‡b¨| evUzj‡K †m ejj, evUzj, Avgvi nqZ `y‡qK w`‡bi g‡a¨ jwRs cvëv‡Z n‡e| †Zvgvi †Luv‡R hw` †Kvb jwRs _v‡K‡Zv P‡jv Ny‡i Avwm| Avi hw` bv _v‡K‡Zv LuyR‡Z n‡e| Lye ZvovZvwo jvM‡e e‡j g‡b nq| fve †ekx fv‡jv g‡b n‡”Q bv|
evUzj mewKQy Ly‡j ej‡Z ejj| NyUz ciï ivZ †_‡K ïi“ K‡i hv hv n‡q‡Q me Ly‡j ejj| Avi Av‡Mi me NUbv‡Zv NyUz Zv‡K Av‡MB e‡j‡Q| evUzj me ï‡b GKUz nvmj| NyUzi Lye Lvivc jvMj| Zvi Ggb wec‡`i K_v ï‡bI evUzj nvm‡Q| evUz‡ji GB GKUv A‡f¨m Zvi cQ›` nq bv| evUzj †Kvb wKQy‡K ¸i“Z¡ †`q bv| Zvi Kv‡Q fqsKi ev Lvivc †Kvb Lei ej‡jI †m GKUz nv‡m| †hb LeiwU †m Av‡MB RvbZ A_ev LeiwUi †Kvb ¸i“Z¡ †bB| wKš‘ Ab¨ mg‡qi K_v Avjv`v| NyUzi GB Sv‡gjvi mgqI †m Agb K‡i nvm‡e Zv NyUzi mn¨ nq bv| Zvi gyL Kv‡jv n‡q †Mj, gbUv fvi n‡q †Mj|

 evUzj wKQy mgq Pzc K‡i _vKj| Zvici we‡Ái g‡Zv ejj, jwRs Qvovi `iKvi n‡e bv| Z…wßi gv †miKg wKQy ej‡e bv| †m we‡qi K_v ej‡e, gv‡b †Zvgvi mv‡_ Z…wßi we‡qi cÖ¯—ve †`‡e|
Zwyg eyS‡j wK K‡i?
Avwg eywS| HiKg Kvq`v K‡iB †Q‡j ev †g‡qiv e‡j †cÖ‡gi K_v Avi †g‡qi Awffve‡Kiv e‡j we‡qi K_v| Zzwg †Zv Avevi Kv‡iv mv‡_ †cÖgB Kiwb †Zv eyS‡e wK K‡i! †g‡qiv hLb †Q‡j‡`i‡K fv‡jvevmvi K_v ej‡Z Pvq ev Ab¨iKg wKQy ej‡Z Pvq, ZLb HiKg K‡i e‡j †Zvgvi mv‡_ Avgvi GKUv K_v Av‡Q| Lye Ri“wi A_ev e‡j Lye ¸i“Z¡c~Y© A_ev e‡jÑ Lye †Mvcbxq| ZLb †Q‡jwUi e¨¯—Zv †e‡o hvq| †m ïb‡Z Pvq wK Ggb K_v hv †g‡qwU Zv‡K ej‡Z Pvq| ZLb †g‡qwU e‡j, _vK, AvR bq, Kvj ï‡bv| ZLb †Q‡jwU IB K_v †kvbvi R‡b¨ †g‡qwUi wcQy jv‡M Avi Gfv‡eB Av‡¯— Av‡¯— Zviv Nwbó nq| Avi †g‡qi AwffveKiv hw` IiKg e‡j †Zv eyS‡Z n‡e ZvivÑ we‡qi cÖ¯—ve †`‡e| wKš‘ nq ms‡KvP KvUv‡Z cvi‡Q bv, bq‡Zv †Q‡jwUi AvMÖn evwo‡q Zvic‡i ej‡Z Pv‡”Q| †Zvgvi †¶‡Î nqZ cÖ_gwU n‡q‡Q| †mw`b iv‡Zi e¨vcviUv nqZ Z…wßi gv †Ui †c‡q‡Q, bq‡Zv Kvj‡Ki e¨vUviUv Zv‡K fvwe‡q Zz‡j‡Q| †m Aek¨B Av‡MB †Zvgvi mv‡_ Z…w߇K we‡q †`evi e¨vcv‡i †f‡ewQj Ges Avkv K‡i †i‡LwQj wKš‘ MZ `yw`‡bi ev GKw`‡bi NUbvq Zvi g‡b n‡q‡Q e¨vcviwU Avi Mov‡Z †`qvi Av‡M we‡qi e¨vcv‡i GKUv Avjvc K‡i †bqv fv‡jv| bqZ, c‡i mgm¨v †`Lv w`‡Z cv‡i| wZwb †Zvgv‡K ej‡Z †P‡qwQj wKš‘ ej‡Z wM‡qI e‡jwb| Gi †cQ‡b `y‡Uv KviY _vK‡Z cv‡i| cÖ_gZt j¾v ev ms‡KvP, wK ej‡e ey‡S DV‡Z cviwQj bv| Avi wØZxqwU n‡”Q Ibvi ¯^vgxi mv‡_ nqZ G e¨vcv‡i cuvKv Avjvc nqwb hv AvR iv‡Z mvi‡e| Z…wßi evŸv hw` ivwR _v‡K †Zv KvjB we‡hi cÖ¯—ve †`‡e| GLb Zywg Av‡M fv‡M wVK K‡i iv‡Lv Z…w߇K Zzwg we‡q Ki‡e Kx bv|
evUz‡ji K_v NyUzi g‡b aij| evUz‡ji IiKg Av›`vR K‡iB A‡bK wKQy Av‡Mfv‡MB e‡j †`q Avi H Av›`vR K‡i ejv K_vB †L‡U hvq cÖvqB| GeviI nqZ †L‡U hv‡e|
evUzj Avevi ejj, Avi hw` we‡qi cÖ¯—ve bv w`‡q P‡j †h‡Z e‡jB, Zv‡ZI wPš—vi wKQy †bB| jRxs GKUv `yÕPviw`‡bi g‡a¨B wVK K‡i w`‡Z cvie; Zzwg wbwðZ _v‡Kv|
NyUzi gbUv mviv¶Y Aw¯’i n‡q _vKj Z…wßi gv‡qi K_v †kvbvi R‡b¨| †Kvb K_vi Avfvm †c‡q ev †Kvb K_vi AvswkK ï‡b evKxUzKz ïb‡Z bv cvivUv †h KZUv K‡ói Zv NyUz Gi Av‡M Abyfe Ki‡Z cv‡iwb , Gevi nv‡o nv‡o Dcjwä Ki‡Z cvij| ciw`bI Z…wßi gv NyUzi N‡i G‡jv wKš‘ GUv IUv e‡j P‡j †Mj| Zvi ciw`b †m Avevi NyUzi N‡i G‡jv| wKQy mgq GUv IUv e‡j Zvic‡i g~j cÖm‡½ wd‡i G‡jv| ejj, †Zvgv‡K wKQy K_v ej‡Z PvB, Zzwg wKfv‡e †b‡e Rvwbbv, ZeyI K_vUv †Zvgv‡K ejv `iKvi| Gi Av‡MI Avgiv A‡bK gvóvi †i‡LwQ| †Zvgv‡K Lywk Kivi Rb¨ bq, mwZ¨B ejwQ †Zvgvi g‡Zv KvD‡K cvBwb| Z…wßi evŸv †Zv †Zvgvi cÖksmvq cÂgyL| †m †Zvgv‡K LyeB fv‡jv Rv‡b| AvgviI †Zvgv‡K Lye cQ›`| Avi Z…wß †Zvgvi K_v Lye fv‡jv e‡j, †Zvgv‡K cQ›` K‡i| †m Avgv‡`i GKgvÎ †g‡q, Zvi my‡Li R‡b¨ Avgiv me Ki‡Z cvwi| I myLx †nvK, GUv Avgiv g‡b cÖv‡Y PvB| wKš‘ I‡K Avgv‡`i Lye fq| †QvU †ejv †_‡K I‡K GKUz †ekx Av`i w`‡Z w`‡Z I Lye GK‡ivLv n‡q †M‡Q| †g‡q‡`i A‡Zv wR` fv‡jv bv| ZvB I‡K wb‡q Lye wPš—vq wQjvg| Kvi bv Kvi nv‡Z c‡o, fv‡M¨ wK nq| wKš‘ Zzwg Avmvi c‡i Av‡¯— Av‡¯— Avgv‡`i wPš—vUv GKUy GKUz K‡i K‡g‡Q| I †Zvgv‡K Lye cQ›` K‡i, †Zvgv‡K †ek gv‡bI| ZvB Avgiv mevB wg‡j GKUv wm×vš— wb‡qwQ| Aek¨ Zzwg GLb †eKvi, ZvI Avgiv we‡ePbv K‡iwQ| Z…wßi bv‡g e¨vs‡K jvLLv‡bK UvKv Av‡Q| †f‡ewQjvg IUv w`‡q Ii we‡hi LiP Pvjv‡ev| GLb Avgiv wVK K‡iwQ we‡qi hveZxq LiP Avgiv Ab¨ UvKv w`‡q †gUv‡ev| we‡qi c‡i IB cy‡iv UvKvUv I‡KB w`‡q †`‡ev| UvKvUv Kv‡R LvUv‡j nqZ †Zvgvi g‡Zv GKRb wkw¶Z eyw×gvb hye‡Ki c‡¶ Pjv KóKi n‡e bv| ZvB †Zvgvi hw` AvcwË bv _v‡K †Zv †Zvgvi mv‡_ Avgiv AvZ¥xqZv Ki‡Z PvB| GLbB †Zvgvi wKQy ejv jvM‡e bv, Zzwg †f‡e Avgv‡K c‡i RvwbI| Pvwn`vi ev Ab¨ †Kvb e¨vcv‡iI hw` †Zvgvi wKQy ejvi _v‡K †Zv Avgv‡K mivmwi ej‡e| j¾v Ki‡e bv| K_v¸‡jv †Kvb Z…Zxq e¨w³ w`‡q ej‡j fv‡jv †`Lv‡Zv wKš‘ A‡Kb`wb Zzwg Avgv‡`i mv‡_ AvQ, †Zvgv‡K Avgiv Avc‡bi g‡ZvB g‡b Kwi, ZvB Avwg wb‡RB ejjvg|
Z…wßi gv P‡j †Mj| NyUz fve‡Z emj| †f‡e †Kvb Kzj wKbviv bv †c‡q †k‡l evUz‡ji Kv‡Q †Mj| evUzj‡K me ejj| evUzj ejj, ivRx n‡q hvI| Z…wß †g‡qUv fv‡jv| GQvov †hŠZz‡Ki AsKUvI †Zv Kg bq| †g‡q‡`i me‡P‡q †mŠ›`h© Zvi ¸Y| †h ¸Y me mgqB _v‡K| evwn¨K †mŠ›`h© GKUv `yÕ†Uv †Q‡j †g‡q n‡j me †kl| H Kq eQic‡i H Z…wß Avi Ab¨ cuvPUv my›`ix gwnjvi g‡a¨ †Zgb e¨eavb _vK‡e bv| ZvQvov fv‡jvevmv _vK‡j ‡h †Kv‡bv ¯¿x‡K wb‡qI myLx nIqv hvq, wKš‘ fv‡jvevmv bv _vK‡j my›`ix ¯¿x wb‡qI myLx nIqv hvq bv| Zzwg †Zvgvi Pvicv‡k †`L| me my›`xi ¯^vgxB Kx myLx Avi me Amy›`ixi ¯^vgxB Kx AmyLx? wbðqB bv| Zzwg ivRx n‡q hvI| UvKv AvR‡Ki RM‡Z Lye g~j¨evb| UvKv bv _vK‡j †Kvbw`b PvKwi cv‡e Kxbv Zvi wbðqZv †bB| Avi IB UvKvUv †c‡j A‡a©K UvKv w`‡q fv‡jv GKUv PvKwi Avgvi gvgv‡K w`‡q awi‡q w`‡Z cvie| Avgv‡`i g‡Zv ga¨we‡Ëi Gi †P‡q †ekx PvIqv Avi Kx ev n‡Z cv‡i|
NyUz ejj, wKš‘ †hŠZzK wb‡q we‡q Kiv wK wVK?
Zzwg †Zv Avi Pv”Qbv Iiv †m‡a w`‡”Q| ZvQvov †Zvgvi GLb †ivRMv‡ii †Kvb c_ †bB e‡jB †Zv Iiv †Zvgv‡K mvnvh¨ Ki‡Z Pv‡”Q| Avi we‡qi ci hw` GgwbB PvKwi cvI, hw` UvKvUv bv jv‡M ev LiP Kivi c‡iI hw` †dir w`‡ZPvI ev cvi †Zv w`‡q †`‡e|
Ñ Ii †h ivM, Awfgvb Avi wR` Lye †ekx?
Ñ fv‡jvevmv Ki‡j ZLb G¸‡jvi cÖ‡qvM GKUz †ekx nq| we‡q n‡q †M‡j AZUv _vK‡e bv|
Ñ Ii †Zv esk fv‡jv,Avi Avwg wbgœ es‡ki †Q‡j |
Ñ eskÑ gh©v`v GLb Avi kn‡i †Zgb †`‡L bv, MÖv‡g †`‡L| Lvb`vbx es‡ki me †jvKB Kx fv‡jv nq Avi Lvivc es‡ki me †jvKB Kx Lvivc nq?
Ñ bv, Zv Aek¨ nq bv|
Ñ Zvn‡j Avi wØgZ K‡iv bv, ivRx n‡q hvI| PvI‡Zv Avwg Avjvc Ki‡Z cvwi| †Zvgvi R‡b¨ nqZ AviI wKQy Ki‡Z cvi‡ev|
Ñ wVK Av‡Q, Avwg GKUz †f‡e †`Lx|
Ñ wVK Av‡Q, fv‡ev|
Ñ NyUz †f‡e Pjj| †f‡e †f‡e †Kvb Kzj wKbviv †cj bv|  Z„wß Zv‡K fv‡jvevm‡jI †m Z„w߇K wVK fv‡jvevm‡Z cv‡iwb, Zv‡K we‡q Kivi wm×vš— I Av‡M †bhwb| GLb nVvrK‡i wm×vš— wb‡Z n‡”Q| †m Z„wßi Lvivc w`K¸‡jvi ch©v‡jvPbv Kij, Zvi mv‡_ Zvi fv‡jvevmv I UvKvi-AsKUvi Zzjbv Kij evievi| wn‡me K‡i K‡i GKevi wm×vš— wbj we‡q Ki‡e GKevi, GKevi wm×vš— wbj we‡q Ki‡e bv e‡j| Gfv‡e †m wb‡Ri mv‡_ hy× Kij AbeiZ| †k‡l wm×vš— cvKv, Z…w߇K we‡q Kivi| †m Z…wßi gv‡K ejj, Avwg MÖvg †_‡K GKUz Ny‡i G‡m Avgvi wm×vš— Rvbv‡ev| MÖv‡g Kvi Kv‡Q hv‡”Q Rvb‡Z PvB‡j NyUz Rvbv‡jv †h, †m Zvi gvgvi evmvq †eov‡Z hv‡”Q|
NyUz I‡`i Kv‡Q wg‡_¨ e‡jwQ‡jv| Avm‡j †m Zvi MÖv‡gi evwo‡Z Zvi gvÑ evevi gZvgZÑ Avbvi R‡b¨ †h‡Z Pvw”Qj| wKš‘ NyUz wg‡_¨ ej‡jI Z…wß I Zvi gv wVKB eyS‡Z †c‡iwQj| Z…w߇Zv e‡jB emj, m¨vi, Avm‡j Avcwb Avcbvi gvgvi evmvq hv‡eb bv, hv‡eb Avcbv‡`i evwo| wKš‘ Avcwb Avgv‡`i Kv‡Q ej‡Qb bv †h Avgv‡`i †KD nqZ Avcbvi mv‡_ †h‡Z PvB‡e| NyUz Z…wßi K_v‡K †Rvi K‡i Pvcv w`j|
NyUzi evwo‡Z †h‡Z nq j‡Â| KK&ªevRvi †_‡K mKv‡j ajNvUvi D‡Ï‡k¨ †h j †Q‡o hvq| Zv‡ZB NyUz‡K †h‡Z n‡e| Zzwß wR‡Ám Kij NyUzi †cŠuQv‡Z KZ¶Y jvM‡e| NyUz Rvbv‡jv †h weKvj n‡e| Z…wß wKQy¶Y wPš—v K‡i ejj, Zvn‡jÕ †Zv Avcbvi Lye Kó n‡e, mvivw`b j‡Â _vKv Zvic‡i Avevi mܨv ch©š—|
Z…wß gq`v G‡b i“wU, civUv evbv‡jv| wWg fvRj| †m¸wj cwjw_‡bi e¨v‡M K‡i NyUz‡K w`‡q ejj ¶zav jvM‡j G¸wj Lv‡eb| c‡_ j‡Â Lvevi cvb bv cvb, ZvQvov c‡_ Nv‡Ui LveviÑLvIqv fv‡jv bv, G¸wj Lv‡eb| NyUz ejj, GZme bv Ki‡jI cvi‡Z, j‡Â Lvevi `vev‡ii Amyweav nq bv|
mKv‡j QqUvi w`‡K NyUz iIbv w`j| Z…wß GKUv wgwócvb NyUzi gy‡L cy‡i w`j| wgwó K‡i GKUz nvmj Zvici Av‡iv K‡qKwU evbv‡bv cvb KvM‡R gy‡o NyUz‡K w`j| ejj, GKv GKv hLb fv‡jv jvM‡e bv, ZLb cvb Lv‡eb, †`L‡eb fv‡jv jvM‡e|
Av‡MB wVK Kiv wQj evUzj Avi NyUz GKmv‡_ MÖv‡gi evwo‡Z hv‡e| NyUy evmv †_‡K †ewi‡q evUz‡ji evmvi w`‡K Pjj| e¨vM †Zgb fvix bv, AZ mKv‡j †KD †`L‡e bv, nvU‡Z fv‡jv jvM‡Q Avi c_I †ekx bv ZvB NyUz †nu‡UB Pjj| LvwbKUv c_ hvevi ci GKUv †gvo| ILv‡b gv‡S g‡a¨ wQbZvB-wUbZvB nq| K‡qKw`b Av‡MI GKUv n‡qwQj| ILv‡b wM‡q NyUz GKUz ZvovZvwo Pj‡Z jvMj| `yÕRb cywjk Zv‡K _vgv‡jv| Zvi e¨vM Lyj‡Z ejj| NyUz e¨vM Ly‡j w`j| cywjkiv †b‡o †P‡o †`L‡Z jvMj| Z…wß †h i“wUi cyUwjUv w`‡qwQj Zv j¤^v K‡i Ggbfv‡e evav wQj †h cwyjk-`yRb †Kgb Pg‡K DVj| Zviv g‡b Kij IUv nqZ †Kvb A¯¿ÑU¯¿ n‡e| Zviv IwU Lyj‡Z ejj| NyUzi j¾v jvMj| †m ejj, fvB, IUvi †fZ‡i i“wU Avi wWg| cywjk-`yRb ïbj bv| Zviv IwU Lyj‡Z ejj| NyUz weeªZ †eva Kij ZeyI Ly‡j †`Lv‡ZB n‡jv| Zvi Lye Lvivc jvMj| †m ejj, fvB Avcbviv †jvK †P‡bb bv, Avmj wRwbm ai‡Z cv‡ib bv, a‡ib Avgvi g‡Zv †jvK‡`i‡K|
NyUz evUz‡ji evmvq wM‡q †`Lj evUzj †iwW| †`ix Ki‡j wmU †c‡Z Kó n‡e e‡j †m †`ix Kivi R‡b¨ NyUz‡K g›` ejj|
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iv‡Z NyUzi evŸv evwo wd‡i †L‡q †`‡q weQvbvq †h‡Z cÖvq ivZ GMviUv †e‡R †Mj| MÖv‡g ivZ GMviUv gv‡b Mfxi ivZ| Imgq Lye Kg †jvKB †R‡M _v‡K| N‡ii Ab¨vb¨ mevB Nywg‡q c‡o‡Q| NyUz Nygvqwb, Nyg Av‡mwb| Zvi evŸv evox‡Z wd‡i NyUzi Avmvi Lei †c‡q Zvi mv‡_ K_v ej‡Z †P‡qwQj| Zvi gv Zv‡K †W‡KwQj wKš‘ †m Ny‡gi fvb K‡i weQvbvq c‡owQj|
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evUz‡ji civgk© g‡Zv NyUz evmvq wM‡q Z…w߇K bv †`L‡Z †c‡q ZLbB Zvi weQvbvcÎ †MvQv‡Z jvMj| Z„wßi gv ejj, Kx e¨vcvi, weQvbv, eB-cÎ †MvQv”Q †Kb?
Ñ P‡j hvw”Q|
Ñ P‡j hv”Q gv‡b? †Kv_vq P‡j hv”Q? †Kb P‡j hv”Q?
Ñ AZ K_v ejvi mgq †bB| `qv K‡i K_v evov‡eb bv| Avwg GLbB P‡j hvw”Q|
Ñ wKš‘ †Kb P‡j hv”Q Zv‡Zv ej‡j bv| Z…wßi mv‡_ wK SMov n‡q‡Q?
Ñ bv|
Ñ Zv n‡j?
Ñ ejjvg †Zv, Avgvi K_v ejvi mgq †bB| wc­R, Avgv‡K kvwš—‡Z †h‡Z w`b|
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Ñ bv n‡e bv|
Ñ hv‡eb fv‡jv K_v| Avcbv‡K †Rvi K‡i AvUwK‡q ivLvi †Kvb AwaKvi Avgvi ev G evmvi Kv‡iv †bB| wKš‘ GLbB P‡j bv wM‡q ax‡i my‡¯’ we‡K‡ji w`‡K †M‡j n‡Zv bv?
Ñ bv, Avgv‡K GLbB †h‡Z n‡e|
Ñ wVK Av‡Q, hvb| †Kb hv‡”Qb Rvwb, †Kb †`wi Ki‡Z Pv‡”Qb bv, ZvI Rvwb| ZvB wKQy Rvb‡Z PvB bv| Z‡e `ycy‡ii fvZUv Aš—Z †L‡q hvb|
Ñ bv mgq n‡e bv|
Ñ wVK Av‡Q hvb|
Z…wß GKUv RvcUv w`‡q Zvi N‡i P‡j †Mj| weQvbvq ï‡q Kuv`j| NyUzi mewKQy †MvQv‡bv n‡j †m¸wj wiKmvq Zzj‡Z jvMj| Z…wß Avevi NyUzi mvg‡b G‡jv| ejj, Avgv‡K wKQy e‡j †M‡jb bv?
NyUz wKQy¶Y Pzc K‡i †_‡K c‡i ejj, Zzwg Avgv‡K fy‡j †hI| ïay ïay g‡b †i‡L Kó †cI bv| hw` cvi Avgv‡K ¶gv K‡i w`I|
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GKUz c‡i Z…wß wd‡i G‡jv| ejj, Avcbv‡`i‡K Kó w`jvg, Avwg `ytwLZ| Avwg ï‡q ï‡q m¨v‡ii K_vB fvewQjvg Avi wVK ZLbB m¨vi‡K mwZ¨ mwZ¨ Avgvi †Pv‡Li mvg‡b †`L‡Z †c‡q Avgvi gv_vi g‡a¨ †Kgb †hb K‡i DVj| Avcbviv wKQy g‡b Ki‡eb bv|
NyUz DV‡Z PvBj| Z…wß DV‡Z w`‡Z PvBj bv| †m Zv‡`i R‡b¨ Lvevi `vevi ˆZix Kij| NyUz gy‡L wKQy DVv‡Z PvBj bv| †m we`vq †bevi R‡b¨ e¨¯— n‡q †Mj| Z…wß ejj, m¨vi, KZw`b Avcbv‡K †`wLbv, Gevi †M‡j Avevi K‡e †`Lv n‡e ev n‡eB bv Zv‡Zv Rvwbbv; Av‡iKUy mgq _v‡Kb bv| GKUz g~j¨evb mgq bv nq Avgvi R‡b¨ e„_vB e¨q Ki‡jb|
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†divi mgq evUzj NyUz‡K g›` ejj| ejj, †Zvgvi g‡Zv wbôzi gvbyl Avwg Rxe‡b †`wLwb| Zwyg Avgvi eÜz e‡j Avwg memgq †Zvgvi fvj †P‡qwQ, †Zvgvi †`vmΓwU †`‡LI †`wLwb| wKš‘ AvR bv e‡j cviwQ bv| Ii RxebUv †Zvgvi R‡b¨B bó n‡q‡Q, †Zvgvi †`v‡lB| GZB hw` I‡K Ae‡njv Ki, GZB hw` wb‡R‡K `y‡i mwi‡q ivL‡Z PvI, Zv ‡Zv Av‡M †evSv DwPr wQj| †Zvgvi mvov bv †c‡j Kx †m GZ`~i AvMv‡Z cviZ?
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evUzj ejj, bv wVK `y‡e©va¨ bv, K_vUv KwVb n‡jI Avwg eyS‡Z cviwQ| nqZ K_vUv mwZ¨I| Kx †h eje, Kx †hÑ †Zvgvi Kiv DwPr| Avgvi gv_vq †L‡j bv|
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NyUz wKQy mgq gv_v PzjKv‡jv| ejj, Avwg Kx eje e‡jb?
Z…wßi gv †hb GKUz wei³ n‡jv| ejj, hw` wKQyB ejvi bv Zv‡K Zvn‡j Avgvi †g‡qUvi Rxeb wb‡q Zzwg Ggb wQwbwgwb †Lj‡j †Kb?
NyUz ejj, Avcwb Avgv‡K wg‡_¨ †`vlv‡ivc Ki‡Qb| Avwg wQwbwgwb †Lwjwb| I‡K Avwg †Kvbw`b †Kvbw`b fv‡jvevwmwb, wg‡_¨ fv‡jvevmvi Awfbq Kwiwb, fv‡jvevmvq †fvjvBwb| ¯^cœ †`LvBwbÑ ZeyI Z…wß GKvB AZ`~i GwM‡q‡Q| Gi R‡b¨ m¤ú~Y© †`vl Avgv‡K w`‡Z cv‡ib bv| I nqZ g‡b KiZ †h, AvwgI I‡K fv‡jvevwm ZvB nqZ ZvI bv, ïay ïayB| Avgv‡K Ii fv‡jv †j‡MwQj ZvB I GwM‡qwQj| †m R‡b¨ Z…wßB `vqx, Avcwb †mR‡b¨ Avgv‡K †`vl w`‡”Qb †Kb?
Z…wßi gv ejj, Avm‡j Z…wßI fyj K‡iwQj Avi AvgivZ K‡iwQjvgB| mwZ¨ K_v ej‡Z Kx, †Zvgvi nvefv‡e AvgivI g‡b KiZvg Zzwg I‡K cQ›` K‡iv| Avi ZvB‡Zv AvgivI Avkv K‡iwQjvg †Zvgv‡K wb‡q| Avi †mUvB e‡ov fyj n‡jv| Avi Z…wßI  GKB fyj Kij| GLb c¯—v‡PQ| †`L Avwg Ii gv, Gme K_v †Zvgvi mv‡_ Avjvc Ki‡Z Avgvi j¾v Ki‡Q, wKš‘ wec‡` co‡j megvby‡li GiKgB nqZ nq| ZLb j¾v, gvbÑm¤§vb †evaÑwKQyB _v‡K bv| †Zvgv‡K ej‡Z Avgvi mwZ¨B j¾v Ki‡Q, we‡e‡K eva‡Q, AvZ¥m¤§v‡b eva‡Q, ej‡j Zzwg Kx g‡b Ki‡e Rvwb bv, ZeyI †Zvgv‡K bv e‡j cviwQ bv| Ii e¨vcviUv Av‡iKevi Kx †f‡e †`Lv hvq bv? Gi wewbg‡q Zzwg hv PvI Zv †`evi mvg_© Avgv‡`i _vK‡j ZvB †`e| Avgv‡`i hv wKQy Av‡Q Zvi meUvI hw` PvI ZeyI| Av‡iKevi Kx we‡ePbv Kiv hvq bv?
NyUz ejj, Avm‡j Avcwb fyj ey‡S‡Qb| Avwg Avcbv‡`i GLvb †_‡K P‡j hvevi Av‡M Avgv`‡i evwo‡Z wM‡qwQjvg| Avgvi evŸv e‡j‡Q Avwg GLv‡b we‡q Ki‡j †m Avgv‡K Z¨vR¨ cyÎ K‡i †`‡e| Gi c‡iB †Zv Avwg P‡j †Mjvg|
Z…wßi gv wKQy mgq †f‡e ejj, Avwg GKRb gv| Avgvi K_vUv ejv wUK n‡e bv| Avgvi †Q‡j Avgvi Ag‡Z we‡q Ki‡j nqZ AvwgI Zv‡K ¶gv Ki‡Z cvie bv, nqZ AvwgÑAvgivI IiKg K‡i fq †`Lve| wKš‘ evev gv mš—vb‡K mn‡R Z¨vM Ki‡Z cv‡i bv| GKw`b bv GKw`b Zv‡K ¶gv K‡i †`q, Zvi Aciva fy‡j hvq, Zv‡K ey‡K †U‡b †bq| Gi‡P †ekx Avi †Zvgv‡K wKQy ej‡Z cviwQ bv| †kvb, Avwg Z…wßi evevi R‡b¨ Lvevi wb‡q wK¬wb‡K hv‡ev| Avwg hvevi R‡b¨ ˆZwi nw”Qjvg †mB mgqB Zzwg G‡mQ| Avwg Zvn‡j hvB| Zywg fv‡ev| Z…wßi mv‡_ Avjvc Ki| †Zvgvi hv ejvi Zv Ii Kv‡Q e‡j †hI| gb PvB‡j Ii evev‡K GKUz †`L‡Z †hI|
Z…wßi gv P‡j hvevi ci Z…wß N‡i XyKj| wKQy mgq `yÕR‡b PzcPvc e‡m _vKj| NyUz Mjv cwi®‹vi K‡i Zvici ejj, Z…wß Avwg  K‡qK w`‡bi g‡a¨ XvKvq P‡j hvw”Q| ILv‡b †_‡K PvKwii †Póv Kie| GLv‡b †_‡K wKQy n‡e bv| nqZ KK&ªevRv‡i Avi †Kvbw`b Avmv n‡e bv| ZvB †klev‡ii g‡Zv †Zvgvi mv‡_ †`Lv Ki‡Z Gjvg| †Zvgv‡K wKQy K_v ejvi wQj, hw` †kvb Z‡e eje|
ÑRvwb Kx ej‡eb| ej‡ebÑAvwg Avi KK&ªevRv‡i wd‡i Avme bv, Zzwg Avgv‡K fy‡j hvI, g‡b K‡iv wKQyB nqwb, cvi‡j Avgv‡K ¶gv K‡i w`I| Kx, wVK ewjwb?
Ñnu¨v, Zv A‡bKUv| wKš‘ GQvovI Av‡iv wKQy ejvi Av‡Q| me bv ej‡j Avwg kvwš— cve bv| †kvb RM‡Z †KD Kv‡iv Avcb bv| RM‡Z Pj‡Z †M‡j A‡b‡K †Zvgvi Kv‡Q Avm‡e, A‡bK‡K †Zvgvi fv‡jv jvM‡e, A‡bK‡K Lvivc jvM‡e| me fv‡jvjvMvi Rb‡K Zzwg euva‡Z cvi‡e bv Avevi me g›` jvMvi Rb‡K Zzwg `~‡i mwi‡q w`‡Z cvi‡e bv| GUvB ixwZ| wKš‘ ZvB e‡j RMr †_‡g _v‡K bv| gvby‡li Rxeb †_‡g _v‡K bv| gvby‡li Rxeb †_‡g _vKvi R‡b¨ bq, mvg‡b GwM‡q hvevi R‡b¨, Pjvi R‡b¨| AZx‡Zi w`‡K, †Zvgvi Pvicv‡k ZvKvI †`L‡e Kv‡iv R‡b¨ Kv‡iv c_Pjv †_‡g _v‡Kwb, _vK‡eI bv| †Zvgvi Pviw`‡K ZvKvI †`L‡e KZRb‡K KZR‡bi fv‡jv †j‡M‡Q, fv‡jv †e‡m‡Q, wKš‘ KRbBev KRb‡K cvq? GB bv cvIqvUvB RM‡Zi ixwZ| ZeyI gvbyl †_‡g _v‡K bv| GRM‡Z KZ kZ cyi“l, mevB †Zv Avi Lvivc bv| GB Avgvi †P‡q mew`K w`‡q fv‡jv †Q‡ji msL¨v GB evsjv‡`‡k KZ jvL Av‡Q Zvi wVK †bB| wKš‘ Zzwg Avgvi g‡a¨ Kx †`L‡j Zv ZzwgB Rv‡bv| Avm‡j †`Lvi ¸‡YB Kv‡iv fv‡jvw`K¸‡jv †Pv‡L c‡o| Avgv‡K Zzwg fv‡jvevmvi †PvL w`‡q †`‡LQ, Avgv‡K fv‡jv †j‡M‡Q| Ab¨‡K fvj jvMv‡bvi †Póv Ki, A‡b¨i g‡a¨ fv‡jv wKQy †LuvR, †`L‡e †`L‡Z cv‡e, †m Avgvi †P‡q fv‡jv| me g‡bi e¨vcvi| ZvB GB Avgvi ¯§„wZ¸‡jv a‡i †i‡L wb‡Ri RxebUv bó Kivi I evev gv‡qi g‡b Kó †`qvi †Kvb gv‡b nq bv| Avgv‡`i KZUzKzBev ¯§„wZ Av‡Q? KZUv fv‡jvevmvi K_v Avgv‡`i g‡a¨ n‡q‡Q? KZUv w`b a‡i Zzwg Avgv‡K †`‡LQ? fv‡jv †e‡m‡Qv?
Gi †P‡q A‡bK †ekxw`b a‡i wP‡b, †`‡L, fv‡jv‡e‡m nvRv‡iv †cÖ‡gi ¯§„wZ ey‡K wb‡qI A‡b‡K Zvi wcÖq gvbylwU‡K cvqwb| Avi GUv †Kvb A¯^vfvweK e¨vcvi bv| ZvB Avwg ewj Kx, Zzwg Avgv‡K fy‡j hvI| g‡b Ki Avwg GKRb Lye fv‡jv wk¶K wQjvg| †Zvgvi g‡bi g‡Zv K‡i †Zvgv‡K covZvg| Avi Zzwg †mB wk¶K‡K cig ¸i“Rb g‡b K‡i Zv‡K Lye kª×v fw³ Ki‡Z, fv‡jvevm‡Z| Gi‡P †ekx wKQy bv| GKRb fv‡jv wk¶‡Ki †P‡q †ekx wKQy Avgv‡K Zzwg †febv| †`L‡e †Zvgvi c‡¶ A‡bK wKQyB mnR n‡e| ZvQvov hv m¤¢e bq, Zvi R‡b¨ wb‡Ri myL‡K wemR©b †`hvi †Kvb A_© nq bv|
NyUz nvmj| †m Z…wßi gy‡Li w`‡K ZvKvj| PvBj Z…wß wKQy ejyK| Z…wß gyL Zzjj, gyL Lyjj| ejj, Avcbv‡`i wk¶K‡`i GB GKUv Lvivc †`vl| Avcbviv `ywbqvi mevB‡K QvÎQvÎx g‡b K‡ib Avi me wel‡qB Avcbviv mvaviY gvby‡li †P‡q †ekx †ev‡Sb| Avcbviv †ev‡Sb  bv-Ggb welqI Ab¨‡K Lye cvwÛ‡Z¨i mv‡_ wk¶v †`evi †Póv K‡ib| Avgvi Lye nvwm cvq| Avwg GLb Avcbvi QvÎx bB, GUv cvV¨ welq bq †h G e¨vcv‡i Avwg wKQy eywS bv, Avcwb meB †ev‡Sb| GUv hvi hvi wbR wbR mgm¨v, Rxeb wb‡q mgm¨v| GUv cÖ‡Z¨‡K Zvi w`K †_‡K fv‡jv †ev‡S| Avcwb †h K_v¸‡jv ej‡jb, GB K_v¸‡jv hw` Ab¨ †KD Avcbv‡K e‡j †Zv Avcwb Zv gvb‡Z cvi‡eb? GB Avcwb hv ej‡Qb, ZvI Kx Avcwb cy‡iv wek¦vm K‡ib, gv‡bb? Avwg Rvwb †Kvb DËi Avcwb w`‡Z cvi‡eb bv| Avm‡j Ab¨‡K civgk© †`qv Lye mnR KvR wKš‘ †mB civgk©Uv wb‡Ri Rxe‡b cÖ‡qvM Kiv Lye KwVb| wb‡Ri Rxe‡b †hUv cÖ‡qvM Kiv m¤¢e bq, Ggb civgk© KvD‡K †`qv DwPr bv|
Ñ wKš‘ Avgvi K_v n‡jv Zzwg Kx AvK‡o c‡o _vK‡Z Pv”Q? wbg©g n‡jI mwZ¨ †h, Avwg †Zvgv‡K wVK fv‡jvevmZvg bv| fv‡jvevmv GKPvwUqv nq bv, Avi Zv a‡i ivLvi †cQ‡bI †Kvb hyw³ †bB|
Ñ Avgvi fv‡jvevm GKPvwUqv wQj bv KviY cÖ_‡g Avwg g‡b KiZvg AvcwbI Avgv‡K fv‡jvev‡mb| ZvB AvwgI Avcbv‡K fv‡jv evmZvg| wKš‘ hLb eyS‡Z cvijvg †h Avwg fyj ey‡SwQ, Avcbvi IVv fv‡jvevmv bq; fv‡jvevmvi Awfbq ev Ab¨ wKQy ZLb A‡bK †`ix n‡q wM‡qwQj| Avwg ZLb g‡b g‡b GZ`~i GwM‡q wM‡qwQjvg †h, B‡”Q K‡iI †mLvb †_‡K †div m¤¢e nqwb| ZZw`‡b Avwg Avgvi A‡bKUvB w`‡q w`‡qwQjvg|
Ñ wKš‘ †Zvgvi IB K_vUv AvcwËRbK|
Ñ †Kvb K_vUv?
Ñ IB †h Zzwg ej‡jÑ fv‡jvevmvi Awfbq, IB K_vUv|
Ñ bv, fv‡jvevmvi Awfbq, ïay GUzKz ewjwb, e‡jwQ fv‡jvevmvi Awfbq ev Ab¨ wKQy| IB Ab¨ wKQyi A_© A‡bK wKQyB n‡Z cv‡i hv Avwg mwVKfv‡e ej‡Z cvwi bv; Avcwb cv‡ib| Ime Kx wQj ej‡eb Kx?
Ime †Zvgvi Kv‡Q Ab¨ wKQy g‡b n‡jI Avm‡j Im‡ei †Kvb A_©B wQj bv| IUv Avgvi PvwiwÎK ˆewkó¨|
Z…wß ejj, IB †h Avcwb Avgvi mv‡_ KLbI Lvivc e¨envi Ki‡Zb bv, gvi‡Zb bv, myg‡bi mv‡_ Lvivc e¨envi Ki‡Zb, gvi‡Zb, Avi Avwg Awfgvb Ki‡j Avcbvi gyL fvi _vKZ, Avcwb A‡bK †k‡a ï‡a Avgv‡K LvIqv‡Zb| Avgvi gvb fvOvevi R‡b¨ KZ †PóvB bv Ki‡Zb| Avwg ivM n‡q gvgvi evmvq †M‡j Avcwb Avgv‡K Avb‡Z wM‡qwQ‡jb| Avgvi w`‡K gy» †Pv‡L ZvKv‡Zb, A‡bK hZœ K‡i cov‡Zb| Avgv‡K Kó Ki‡Z w`‡Z PvB‡Zb bv, Avcbv‡`i evwoi bvbv iKg Mí, gvQ aivi Mí, fy‡Zi Mí, mv‡ci Mí, Pzwi K‡i kx‡Zi iv‡Z i‡mi cv‡qm Lvevi MíÑ GiKg nvRv‡iv Mí ïwb‡q Avgv‡K Avb›` w`‡Zb| Avcbvi evev-gv, fvB-‡evb Avcbvi MÖv‡gi mewKQy‡K Avgvi †Pv‡L gayi K‡i †Zvjvi †Póv Ki‡Zb| Avgvi gb‡K †mLv‡b wb‡q †h‡Zb, Avgv‡K Lykx Ki‡Z PvB‡ZbÑ Gi †cQ‡b Kx †Kvb D‡Ïk¨ wQj bv! GmeB Kx Avcbvi PvwiwÎK ˆewkó¨?
nu¨v, ImeB Avgvi PvwiwÎK ˆewkó¨ Ges wKQy wKQy wVK PvwiwÎK ˆewk‡ó¨i g‡a¨ c‡o bv wKš‘ †m m‡ei †cQ‡bI †Kvb D‡Ïk¨ KvR K‡iwb| Avwg G‡KK K‡i ewj| cÖ_‡g Avgvi evev-gv AvZ¥xq-¯^R‡bi K_v ewj| mwZ¨ ej‡Z Kx, Avgvi evev-gv-B Avgvi †Pv‡L c„w_exi g‡a¨ †miv gvbyl| Avgvi fvB-‡ev‡bi mv‡_ Avgvi i‡³i m¤úK©, Avgvi cÖwZ‡ekxi mv‡_ Avgvi AvZ¥vi m¤úK©| ZvB Zv‡`i †`vlΓwU Avgvi g‡b ¯’vqx `vM †K‡U _v‡Kwb, Zv‡`i fv‡jvi w`KUvB Avwg †`‡LwQ| Zv‡`i †Q‡o G‡m A‡bK RvqMvq Ny‡iwQ, A‡b‡Ki mv‡_ ü`¨Zv n‡q‡Q wKš‘ Zv‡`i Afv‡e Avgvi g‡a¨ †m ïb¨Zvi m„wó n‡qwQj Zv A‡b¨i Øviv cyiY nqwb| Avi Zzwg †Zv MÖv‡g hvIwb| Avgvi MÖvg¨ Rxeb, †mB †QvU †ejvi MÖvg¨ Rxeb| Avgvi Kv‡Q GZ gaygq †h Zzwg nqZ wek¦vm Ki‡e bv| Avwg †mB †Q‡j‡ejvi MÖv‡g P‡j hvB, †Q‡j‡ejvq hv hv KiZvg, ZvB ZvB Kwi| ev¯—weKB Avwg Avgvi †QvU †ejvi K_v, Avgvi MÖv‡gi mewKQyi K_v †Kvbw`b fy‡j _vK‡Z cvwiwb| †m me Pz¤^‡Ki gZ Avgv‡K †U‡b‡Q| GB †h MÖvg †Q‡o kn‡i Gjvg, GLv‡bi Rxe‡b †Kvb ˆewPÎ Luy‡R †cjvg bv| kn‡i M`evav, QKevav Rxeb| Avgvi †QvU †ejvi †mB MÖvg¨ Rxe‡bi mv‡_ G Rxe‡bi †Kvb Zzjbv nq bv| Gme Kvi‡Y ¯^vfvweK f‡eB Avwg †Zvgv‡`i‡K Avgvi evev-gv, fvB-‡evb, cÖwZ‡ekx, †QvU †ejvKvi bvbv Kvwnbx, MÖvg¨ Rxe‡bi bvbv Kvwnbx †kvbvZvg| wek¦vm Ki, Gi †cQ‡b Ab¨ †Kvb D‡Ïk¨ KvR K‡iwb| Z‡e Avgvi fyj n‡qwQj| QvÎ-QvÎxi Kv‡Q; we‡kl K‡i QvÎxi Kv‡Q Gme Mí ejv wUK nqwb| wKš‘ ZLb eyS‡j KiZvg bv| Avi IB †h mygb‡K gvivi K_v ej‡j †m cÖms‡M ewj †kvb| mygb covïbv Ki‡Zv bv, †eqv`we KiZ Avi Zzwg covïbv Ki‡Z, †eqv`we Ki‡Z bvÑ G Kvi‡Y ¯^vfvweKfv‡eB myg‡bi mv‡_ Lvivc e¨enevi K‡iwQ, †g‡iwQ Avi †Zvgvi mv‡_ Lvivc e¨envi Kwiwb, gvwiwb| Avi QvÎx‡`i Mv‡q; we‡kl K‡i GKUz eo QvÎx‡`i Mv‡q nvZ †Zvjv Avgvi A‡f¨‡mi evB‡i wQj| Avi IB Awfgvb cÖm‡½ ej‡Z PvB †h, Avwg KvD‡K Kó w`‡j wb‡RiB Kó n‡Zv| Avwg PvBZvg bv Avgvi R‡b¨ †KD Kó cvK| ZvB †Zvgvi Awfgvb fvOv‡Z †Póv KiZvg| c‡i Aek¨ ax‡i ax‡i gbUv k³ n‡q †M‡Q| Avi IB ZvKv‡bv cÖms‡M ej‡Z PvB †h, N‡ii g‡a¨ †Zvgiv `yÕRbB _vK‡Z| †m‡nZz gvbyl †PvL euy‡R _vK‡Z cv‡i bv, wb‡Pi w`‡KI memgq ZvwK‡q _Kv‡Z cv‡i bv| QvÎ-QvÎx‡`i‡K mvg‡b †i‡LB cov‡Z nq, †m‡nZz Zv‡`i w`‡K ZvKv‡ZB nq| cÖwZw`b hZ¶Y covZvg ZZ¶Y `yÕR‡bi w`‡K mgvb cwigvY mgq ZvKv‡jI Rxe‡b A‡bK N›Uv †Zvgvi w`‡K Avgv‡K ZvKv‡Z n‡q‡Q| †m wn‡m‡e myg‡bi w`‡KI Kg ZvKvBwb| wKš‘ Zzwg Ab¨ †Pv‡L †`L‡Z e‡j ïay †Zvgvi w`‡K ZvKv‡bvUvB †Pv‡L coZ| Avm‡j IB ZvKv‡bviI †Kvb A_© wQj bv| Zzwg IB ZvKv‡bvi A_© LuyR‡e eyS‡Z cvi‡j ZvKvZvg bv|
Z…wß ejj, Avcbvi GKwU K_v wek¦vm Ki‡Z cvijvg bv|
Ñ †Kvb K_vUv?
Ñ IB †h ej‡jb Kv‡iv g‡b AvNvZ w`‡j Avcbvi wb‡RiB Kó n‡Zv| Avcwb Kx †f‡e †`‡L‡Qb †h, KZ Kó Avcwb GKR‡bi g‡b w`‡q‡Qb? †m K‡ói Ask Kx Avcbvi Ici c‡o‡Q? mwZ¨ K‡i e‡jb †Zv Avgv‡K GZ K‡i Kuvw`‡q Avcbvi Kx †Kvb Kó n‡q‡Q?
NyUzi mwZ¨ K_vwU ej‡Z B‡”Q n‡jv| ej‡Z B‡”Q n‡jv, Z…wß Zzwg Rvbbv, †Zvgv‡K Kuvw`‡q AvwgI Kg Kó cvBwb, wKš‘ Kivi wKQy †bB| wKš‘ NyUz Zv ej‡Z cvij bv| me mgq mwZ¨ K_v ejv hvq bv| NyUz K_v Nywi‡q ejj, H K_vi mv‡_ Avwg GI e‡jwQ †h, c‡i ax‡i ax‡i gbUv KwVb n‡q †M‡Q| Avm‡j RM‡Z `yt‡Li G‡Zv QovQwo †h, `ytLUv GLb A¯^vfvweK wKQy bq; myLUvB A¯^vfvweK| RM‡Z cÖvq cÖwZwU gvby‡liB wKQy bv wKQy `ytL Av‡Q| KÕUv gvby‡li `ytL Avvg‡`i GB ¶z`ª Rxe‡bi mxwgZ mvg_©¨ w`‡q `yi Ki‡Z cvwi? ZvB `ytL mn¨ Kivi g‡Zv K‡i gbUv‡K k³ Ki‡ZB n‡q‡Q| †Zvgv‡KI Ki‡Z n‡e|
Z…wß LvwbK¶Y Pzc K‡i †_‡K Zvic‡i K_vi †gvo GKUz Ab¨w`‡K Nywi‡q ejj Rv‡bb, Avcwb hLb Avcbvi evev-gv, fvB-‡evb, cvov-cÖwZ‡ekx MÖvg¨ Rxeb-Gme wb‡q Mí Ki‡Zb, ZLb Avwg †hb †mB MÖv‡g P‡j †hZvg| Avwg Kíbvq me †`L‡Z †cZvg| ¯^‡cœI Avwg A‡bKevi Avcbv‡`i MÖv‡g †MwQ, Avcbvi evev-gv‡qi-mv‡_ K_v e‡jwQ, †mev-hZœ K‡iwQ| Avcbvi Kv‡Q ï‡b, Kíbvi †Pv‡L †`‡L, Avwg Avcbvi MÖv‡gi evwoi GKwU wPÎI Gu‡KwQ| †`L‡eb?
NyUz †`L‡Z PvBj| Z…wß Zvi i“g †_‡K GKUv e‡ov KvMR wb‡q G‡jv| KvMRwU Ly‡j Z…wß †`wL‡q w`j- GB n‡jv Avcbv‡`i Ni, GB cwðg cv‡ki cyKzi, GB c~e©cv‡ki w`wN, GB DËi cv‡ki evMvb, GB `w¶Y cv‡ki Ab¨vb¨ cÖwZ‡ekxi Ni| Avi GB †h GUv †mB wej I Lvj †hLv‡b Avcwb gvQ ai‡Zb| GB †mB wfUv †hLv‡b i‡mi cv‡qm †L‡Zb, eb‡fvRb Ki‡Zb| Kx wUK ewjwb?
NyUz AevK n‡q †Mj| Kv‡iv Kv‡Q ï‡b, Kíbv K‡i GZ wbLuyZ wPÎ Zz‡j aiv hvq| GI Kx m¤¢e! Gi †P‡q wbLuyZfv‡e nqZ †m wb‡RI AvuK‡Z cviZ bv| †m eyS‡Z cvij KZUv `i` Z…wßi wQj|
Z…wß ejj, mwZ¨ K‡i e‡jb †Zv wVK wVK n‡q‡Q Kxbv| NyUz ejj, nu¨v, wVK Av‡Q| me wVK Av‡Q| Avwg fve‡ZB cviwQ bv GUv Kx K‡i cvi‡j|
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NyUz †`Lj Z…wß mwZ¨ K_vUvB ej‡Q| wKš‘ me mwZ¨ K_v memgq ejvI hvq bv, †kvbvI hvq bv| Z…wßi K_v¸wj Zv‡K AvNvZ Kij| †m ejj, Z…wß, Zzwg wg‡Q wgwQ wb‡R‡K A‡bK †QvU K‡i †`LQ Avi Avgv‡K AvNvZ KiQ| Avm‡j Zzwg hZUv ejQ, ZZUv Lvivc ev APj Zzwg bI Avi AvwgI AZUv ‡hvM¨ cyi“l bB| †Zvgvi †P‡q A‡bK A‡bK ¸Y Lvivc †g‡qwK fv‡jv ei cv‡”Q bv?
Zv cv‡”Q| Zv‡`i Kcv‡ji †Rvi Av‡Q e‡j cv‡”Q| Avgvi wQj bv e‡jÑ
‡Zvgvi †Pnvivi R‡b¨B †h †Zvgv‡K fv‡jvevm‡Z, Ni euva‡Z cvwiwb, Zv wKš‘ cy‡ivcywi wVK bq|
Avcwb nqZ gb-Mov A‡bK KviY †`Lv‡eb| wKš‘ Avwg Rvwb †h, Avgvi Lvivc †Pnvivi R‡b¨B Avcwb Avgv‡K AeÁv K‡i‡Qb me‡P‡q †ekx|
‡Zvgvi Av‡iKUv K_v Rvbv `iKvi| Avwg Gmgq †Zvgv‡K we‡q KiviI wm×vš— wb‡qwQjvg wKš‘ Avgvi evwo †_‡KÑwe‡kl K‡i Avgvi AveŸv ivRx nqwb| †m Avgv‡K Z¨vR¨cyÎ Kivi fq †`wL‡qwQj| ZvB Avwg Avi Zv‡`i B‡”Qi wei“‡× †h‡Z mvnm Kwiwb|
Zvi KviYI IB GKB| Avwg Kzrwmr †g‡q| Avgvi R‡b¨ Avcwb †Kvb Sv‡gjvq Rov‡Z Pvbwb, SuywK wb‡Z Pvbwb| wKš‘ hw` Avgvi iƒc _vKZ, Avgv‡K fv‡jvevm‡Zb, evev gv‡qi wei“‡× hvIqv Avcbvi R‡b¨ GKUzI Am¤¢e n‡Zv bv| GiKg fywi fywi cÖgvY †Zv ev¯—‡e †c‡qwQ|
‡m †Zvgvi hv B‡”P fve‡Z cvi| Avgvi wKQy Kivi †bB| Avgvi †kl K_v n‡jv- me fy‡j hvI, bZzb K‡i myLx nevi ¯^cœ †`L| evc-gvi g‡b Kó w`Ibv, Zv‡`i K_v †g‡b bvI|
Avcwb Avgv‡K me fy‡j †h‡Z ej‡Qb, wKš‘ Avcwb wb‡R Kx †cQ‡bi †Kvb my‡Li ¯§„wZ‡K, `yt‡Li ¯§„wZ fyj‡Z †c‡i‡Qb? nqZ cv‡ibwb, †KD cv‡iI bv| ¯§„wZ-‡m gaygqB †nvK- Avi †e`bvgqB †nvK, Zv‡K †fvjv mnR bq| Zvn‡j †h wb‡Ri Rxe‡bi †cQ‡bi cy‡ivUvB fy‡j †h‡Z nq| Avi †mUv †Kej ¯§„wZ cy‡ivcyix †jvc †c‡jB m¤¢e; my¯’ gvby‡li c‡¶ m¤¢e bq|
Ñ Av”Qv Z…wß, hv n‡e bv Zvi R‡b¨B Lvg‡Lvjxcbv K‡i Kx jvf?
Ñ jvf †jvKvm‡bi wn‡me K‡i RM‡Z me KvR nq bv| fv‡jvevmv Avm‡j AÜI eaxi| †m †Pv‡L †`‡Lbv Kv‡b †kv‡bbv| ZvB †Kvb hyw³ Zvi gv_vq wM‡q †cŠu‡Q bv|
Ñ  Avm‡j AvgviI gv‡S gv‡S Lye Lvivc jv‡M| Avgvi fy‡ji R‡b¨ †Zvgvi GZUv ¶wZ n‡jv| †mR‡b¨ Avwg †Zvgvi Kv‡Q ¶gvcÖv_©x| Zywg Avgv‡K ¶gv K‡i w`I| Avgv‡K g‡b †iL bv; fy‡j †hI| hw` fyj‡Z bv cv‡iv †Zv N„Yv K‡iv| Avwg N„Yv cvevi †hvM¨| AvR DwV| nqZ Avi †Kvbw`b †`Lv n‡e bv| Pwj|
Z…wß NyUzi c_ AvM‡j `uvovj| ejj, Av‡iv wKQyUv mgq _v‡Kb bv| fq †bB, Avcbvi Kv‡Q wKQy PvB‡ev bv| Avcwb nqZ fve‡QbÑ †g‡qwU Kx †envqv| ev‡i ev‡i cÖZ¨vLvZ nevi ciI j¾vnxbvi g‡Zv `xN©w`b a‡i fv‡jvevmv cvevi †Póv Ki‡Q| †envqvi g‡Zv ev‡iev‡i wb‡Ri fv‡jvevmvi K_v ej‡Q| AvwgI A‡bK †f‡ewQ| Avcwb‡Zv Av‡MB Avgvi cwiPq †c‡qwQ‡jb †h, Avwg fxlY †R`x I GK‡ivLv| Avgvi mv‡_ †KD Lvivc e¨envi Ki‡j Avwg Zv‡K ¶gv Kwibv| Acgvb Avwg mn¨ Ki‡Z cvwi bv| Avwg hv PvB, wR` K‡i ZvB Ki‡Z cvwi| wKš‘ GB GKwU †¶‡Î Avwg †n‡i †MwQ| Avcwb Avgv‡K wPiUv Kvj AeÁv Ki‡jb, Zv eyS‡Z †c‡iI evievi AcgvwbZ n‡qI wR` K‡i Avcbv‡K fyj‡Z cvwiwb| Avcbv‡K AvNvZ Ki‡Z cvwiwb|
Avcwb Avgv‡K hZUzKz Acgvb Ki‡jb, Kó w`‡jb Kuv`v‡jb- Gi KvbvKwoI hw` Ab¨ †KD Ki‡Zv, Zvn‡j †h Avwg Kx KiZvg Zv wb‡RB Rvwbbv| Avcbvi Kv‡Q ev‡iev‡i †n‡iI Avgvi ûm nqwb, j¾v nqwb| Avgvi wR` Lye †ekx wKš‘ fv‡jvevmvUv Zvi †P‡qI †ekx ZvB Av‡Rv †envqvi g‡Zv Avcbvi mv‡_ GZ c¨vPvj cvowQ| hvK A‡bK K_vB n‡jv| Avcwb P‡j hv‡eb hvb| Avcbv‡K AvUKv‡Z PvB‡ev bv, AvUKv‡Z PvIqvi †hvM¨Zv ev AwaKvi †KvbUvB Avgvi †bB| Avgvi R‡b¨ †`vqv Ki‡eb, Avgvi evŸvi R‡b¨I GKUz †`vqv Ki‡eb| Avwg Zvi g‡b A‡bK Kó w`‡qwQ Ges w`wPQ| nqZ †m Avgv‡K ¶gv Ki‡e bv| Avgvi g‡Zv mš—vb‡K ¶gv Kivi K_vI bv| †`vqv Ki‡eb, Avwg †hb Avcbvi g‡Zv evev-gv‡qi †hvM¨mš—vb n‡Z cvwi| Avi GKwU K_v| hw` †Kvbw`b Avcbvi mvg‡b `uvovevi †hvM¨Zv AR©b Ki‡Z cvwi, †mw`b Avcbvi mv‡_ †`Lv n‡e| Gi Av‡M Avcbvi mvg‡b Avi `uvove bv| Zvi Av‡M nqZ Avi †`Lv n‡e bv| Avi GKwU K_v, my‡Li w`‡b cÖ‡qvR‡b Avme bv Rvwb, wKš‘ `yt‡Li w`‡b, Amg‡q hw` †Kvb cÖ‡qvR‡b Kv‡R jvwM Zvn‡j Avgv‡K ¯§iY Ki‡eb| Avcwb nqZ g‡b g‡b nvm‡Qb| ej‡QbÑ †Zvgv‡K Avevi Kx Kv‡R jvM‡e? Avwg Gi Reve w`‡Z cvie bv| ïay GUzKz Rvwb †h Avcbvi R‡b¨ wKQy Ki‡Z cvi‡j †mUv Avgvi cig †mŠfvM¨ n‡e|
NyUz D‡V coj| ejj, Z…wß Avev‡iv ewjÑ Avgv‡K Zzwg ¶gv K‡i w`I, fy‡j †hI| evev-gvi g‡Z we‡q Ki| †`L‡e me ax‡i ax‡i wVK n‡q †M‡Q| Pwj †`vqv Kwi my‡L _vK|
Z…wßi evev givi Av‡M NyUz‡K †kl †`Lv †`L‡Z PvBj| Z…wß evUz‡ji gva¨‡g NyUz‡K Zv Rvbv‡jv| NyUz fvej Zv‡K †`L‡Z †M‡j †m nqZ NyUzi nvZ a‡i Z…w߇K we‡q Ki‡Z Aby‡iva Ki‡e| g„Zz¨c_hvÎxi K_v †dj‡ZI Kó n‡e Avi ivLvI m¤¢e n‡e bv| NyUz Zv‡K †`L‡Z †Mj bv| Zvi `yÕw`b c‡i †m Z…wßi evevi g„Zz¨i Lei †cj|
NyUz XvKv P‡j †Mj| †mLv‡b wM‡q A‡bK †Póvq GKUv PvwKi †cj| PvKwi cvevi wKQyw`b ciB NyUzi evev-gv NyUzi we‡qi R‡b¨ e¨¯— n‡q coj| †m cwiev‡ii cÖ_g mš—vb| cÖ_g mš—vb‡K we‡q w`‡q †Q‡j eD, bvwZ-bvZwb †`Lvi mL Zv‡`i gv_vPvov w`‡q DVj| Zviv  †`wi Ki‡Z PvBj bv| Zviv cvÎx wVK K‡i NyUz‡K Lei w`j| NyUz wPwV wj‡L w`j Zvi cvÎx †`Lv jvM‡e bv| evev-gv‡qi cQ›`B Zvi cQ›`| Zviv-w`b ZvwiL wVK K‡i Zv‡K Rvbv‡jB n‡e|
NyUzi we‡q n‡q †Mj| Zvi ¯¿xi bvg wgg| wgg †`L‡Z LyeB my›`ix| NyUz evev-gv‡qi cQ‡›`i cÖksmv bv K‡i cvij bv| †m g‡b g‡b LykxB n‡jv|
QywU †kl nevi `yw`b Av‡MB NyUz ¯¿x‡K †i‡L XvKvi D‡Ï‡k¨ iIbv w`j| c‡_ †ewi‡q g‡b coj Z…w߇K we‡qi LeiUv Rvbv‡bv `iKvi| we‡qi LeiUv Rvbv‡j Z…wß Avi Avkvq eyK †e‡a _vK‡e bv|
NyUz Z…w߇`i evmvq †Mj| Z…wß Zv‡K LywU‡q LywU‡q †`Lj| Zvic‡i GKM­vm kier wb‡q nvwmgy‡L Zv NyUz‡K w`j| NyUz ejj, GB VvÛvi w`‡b kier Lv‡e! Z…wß ejj, Ggb mgq †Zv kieZB LvIqv‡Z nq| Avcwb Avgv‡`i evmvq cÖ_g G‡jb|
Ñ  Zvi gv‡b!
Ñ Zvi gv‡b Avcwb wVKB Rv‡bb| Avcbv‡K †`‡LB eyS‡Z †c‡iwQ, bZzb we‡q K‡i‡Qb|
Ñ wK K‡i eyS‡j?
Ñ eyS‡Z Kó nevi K_v bv| Avcbvi Av½y‡j †mvbvi AvswU, Mjvq †mvbvi †Pb, Mv †_‡K GLb I wRsK-A·vB‡Wi `vM wbwðý n‡q hvqwb| Avi mevi Ic‡i Avcbv‡K A‡bKUv †d«m jvM‡Q| Av‡M KLbI GZUv †d«m Avcbv‡K jv‡Mwb| Avm‡j Av‡M GKUv Ø›Ø wQj nqZ, GLb Avi †mUv †bB, ZvB| Avi Avcwb †h G we‡q‡Z Lykx, ZvI †evSv hvq| fvwe †`L‡Z †Kgb? wbðqB Lye my›`ix? GKw`b wb‡q Avm‡eb Avgv‡`i GLv‡b|
NyUz †Kvb K_vB ej‡Z cvij bv| Acivaxi g‡Zv wb‡Pi w`‡K ZvwK‡q Pzc K‡i iBj|
Z…wß ejj, GKUv K_v Avcbv‡K ewj| fvwe‡K †Kvbw`b Avgvi K_v ej‡eb bv| Zv‡Z `yÕ†Uv ¶wZ| fvwe `yi †_‡K GB A‡Pbv wbj©¾ †g‡qwU‡K mgv‡jvPbv Ki‡e Avi Avcbv‡`i `v¤úZ¨ Rxe‡bI Akvwš— †b‡g Avm‡e| Zv‡K †Kvbw`b fy‡jI Avgvi K_v wKQyB ej‡eb bv| Avwg †h GKPvwUqv ïay fv‡jv‡e‡mwQ, Avcbvi †Kvb †`vl wQjbv, Avcwb cweÎ GK_vwUI bv| Zv‡ZI wKš‘ Akvwš— eva‡e| Avgv‡`i evmvq Avbvi K_v e‡jwQjvg wKš‘ bv, Avgv‡`i evmvqI †Kvbw`b wb‡q Avm‡eb bv| Zvn‡j wKš‘ †Ui †c‡q hv‡e|
NyUz Z…wßi K_v¸wj ïbj, wKQyB ejj bv| Mvox ai‡Z †`wi n‡q hv‡eÑ GB ARynvZ w`‡q †m †ewi‡q coj|
‡mB †h Z…w߇`i evmv †_‡K NyUz †ewi‡q G‡mwQj, Zvic‡i Avi †m KK&ªevRv‡i Av‡mwb| Z…wßi mv‡_ Avi †`Lv nqwb| cÖ_g w`‡K †m Z„w߇K fy‡j _vKvi †Póv K‡iwQj Ges wKQzUv †c‡iwQjI| wKš‘ hZw`b †M‡Q, Z…wßi ¯§„wZ¸wj g‡bi g‡a¨ Z‡Zv Mfxifv‡e bvov w`‡q‡Q| †m Z…w߇K Avi fyj‡Z cv‡iwb| g‡b n‡q‡Q Rxe‡b †m A‡bK wKQy †c‡jI Z…w߇K cvqwb e‡j wKQyB cvIqv nqwb| Z…wßi ¯§„wZ Zv‡K memgq ZvovK‡i wd‡i‡Q|
dR‡ii AvRv‡bi kã †f‡m G‡jv| NyUz mswer wd‡i †cj| mviiivZ †m Nygvqwb! mvivivZ †R‡M †R‡M Z…w߇K wb‡q †f‡e‡Q| Z…wßi K_v AvR GZ K‡i g‡b co‡Q †Kb! H bvm©wU‡K Zvi Z…wß e‡j g‡b nq †Kb? I hw` Z…wß n‡Zv, Zvn‡j †m jyKv‡e †Kb? wKš‘ †K I? AvR G‡j I‡K ai‡Z n‡e| Ii Avmj cwiPq †ei Ki‡Z n‡e|
dR‡ii AvRv‡bi †ek wKQy¶b c‡i NyUz GKUz Nywg‡q c‡owQj| †Kvgj nv‡Zi wgwó †Quvqvq NyUzi Nyg †f‡O †Mj| †m eyS‡Z cvij G nvZ iZœvi| iZœvi nv‡Zi ¯úk© †m †Ui cvq| †m gv‡S gv‡S fv‡eÑ A܇`i Abygvb kw³ KZ cÖLi| †m AÜ nIqvi Av‡M †m GgbwU fve‡ZI cv‡iwb| †m †QvU‡ejvq w·bÎ K_vwU wek¦vm KiZ bv| g‡bi †PvL w`‡q gvbyl Kxfv‡e †`‡L Zv †m †f‡e †cZbv| wKš‘ wb‡R AÜ nevi ci eyS‡Z †c‡i‡Q| mwZ¨B gvbyl Zvi `y'‡Uv †PvL QvovI g‡bi †PvL w`‡q †`L‡Z cvq, Aš—Z A‡Üiv| AÜ nevi ci ax‡i ax‡i Zvi Ggb n‡q‡Q †h, Kv‡iv nuvUvi kã `y‡qKevi ïb‡j cieZ©x‡Z Zvi nuvUvi kã ï‡bB e‡j w`‡Z cv‡i †jvKwU †K| GKevi Kv‡iv KÚ¯^i ïb‡j `xN©w`b c‡iI Zvi KÚ¯^i ï‡b Zv‡K wPb‡Z Kó nq bv| Kv‡iv Mv‡q nvZ eywj‡q Zvi kixi ¯^v¯’¨ †Kgb, D”PZv †Kgb Zv e‡j w`‡Z cv‡i| Kv‡iv gy‡L nvZ eywj‡q Zvi †Pnviv eyS‡Z cv‡i KÚ ï‡b g‡bi Ae¯’v eyS‡Z cv‡i| Av‡iv A‡bK wKQyB †m cv‡i hv mvaviY †jv‡Kiv wek¦vm Ki‡ZI cvi‡e bv| Avi GB cvivUvi R‡b¨B nqZ A‡Üiv †eu‡P _vK‡Z cv‡i| GB †h nvmcvZv‡j KZRb Av‡m hvq, KZR‡bi KÚ †kvbv hvq, KZR‡bi cv‡qi kã †kvbv hvq, NyUz wVKB kbv³ Ki‡Z cv‡i| H iZœv G‡jB †m †Ui cvq, †m nvZ ivL‡j eyS‡Z cv‡i †mwU Kvi nvZ| †m eyS‡Z cv‡i IB iZœvi g‡b A‡bK Kó, †m Kx †hb jy‡Kv‡Z Pvq| iZœv Zv‡K ïay i“Mx bq; Ab¨ †Pv‡LI †`‡L| NyUzi R‡b¨ iZœvi Aš—‡i GKUv Uvb Av‡Q Zv †m eyS‡Z cv‡i| Z…wßi nv‡Zi ¯ú‡k©i mv‡_ iZœvi nv‡Zi ¯ú‡k©i GKUv wgj Luy‡R cvq wKš‘ †gjv‡Z c‡i bv| Ii gyLUv a‡i †`L‡Z cvi‡j nqZ NyUz e‡jI w`‡Z cviZ H iZœvB Z…wß Kx bv| wKš‘ nvmcvZv‡i GKRb bv‡m©i gyLUv a‡i †`LvI m¤¢e bv| wKš‘ Ii cwiPqUv cy‡ivcywi bv Rvb‡jI bq| Av‡e‡Mi e‡m nVvr †m iZœvi GKUv nvZ †P‡c aij| iZœv Zvi nvZ Qvwo‡q wbj bv| ejj, wKQy ej‡eb? NyUz ejj, mwZ¨ K‡i e‡jb †Zv Avcwb †K?
Ñ †Kb, Avwg iZœv | Gi g‡a¨ mwZ¨ K‡i ejvi Kx Av‡Q?
Ñ Av‡Q, Avgvi g‡b nq H iZœv QvovI Avcbvi Ab¨ Av‡iKwU cwiPq Av‡Q|
Ñ Avcbvi GiKg g‡b nevi KviY Kx?
Ñ Avwg GKR‡bi mv‡_ Avcbvi wgj Luy‡R cvB| Avgvi g‡b nq AvcwbB †hb †m|
Ñ †K †m?
Ñ GKRb bvix, bvg Z…wß| Avgvi QvÎx wQj †m| Avgvi †Kb †hb g‡b nq AvcwbB †m|
Ñ Av”Qv, Avwg †h Z…wß- Ggb g‡b nevi KviY Kx?
Ñ Avcbvi nv‡Z Avwg ggZvi ¯úk© Abyfe Ki‡Z cvwi| Z…wß Qvov Ab¨ Kv‡iv nvZ †Kvbw`b GZUv ggZv Rov‡bv cvBwb e‡j| ZvQvov Avcwb Kx †hb jy~‡Kv‡Z Pvb e‡j, Avcbvi g‡b Pvcv `ytL Av‡Q eyS‡Z †c‡i †mw`b Avcbvi †Pv‡Li cvwb Avgvi Mv‡q Mwo‡q c‡owQj e‡j|
Ñ G‡Z Avcbvi g‡b n‡q‡Q †h, Avwg Z…wß?
Ñ nu¨v|
Ñ Avcwb AvRI Z…w߇K g‡b †i‡L‡Qb! Avgvi Lye Avb›` n‡”Q| wKš‘ Zv‡K †Zv Avcbvi g‡b _vKvi K_v bv| Zv‡K †Zv Avcwb N„Yv Ki‡Zb, AeÁv Ki‡Zb| GLbI Zv‡K g‡b †i‡L‡Qb †Kb?
Ñ †m Avgv‡K A‡bK w`‡qwQj, wKš‘ Avwg Zv‡K wKQyB †`Bwb e‡j wKš‘ Avcwb Kx K‡i Rvb‡jb †h Avwg I‡K Ae‡njv KiZvg, N„Yv KiZvg?
Ñ Rvwb|
Ñ Kx K‡i Rv‡bb! Avcbvi  evmv Kx I‡`i evmvi cv‡k? bvwK Avcwb wb‡RB Z…wß | mwZ¨ K‡i e‡jb- bv| Avwg AÜ e‡j GB cwinvm Ki‡eb bv wc­R|
NyUz k³ K‡i iZœvi nvZ †P‡c aij| iZœv nvZ Qov‡Z PvBj wKš‘ cvij bv| K‡qK †duvUv †Pv‡Li cvwb NyUzi Mv‡q coj| Zvic‡i AviI K‡qK †duvUv| iZœv ejj, †f‡ewQjvg ejebv wKš‘ Avcbvi GK_vi c‡i Avi bv e‡j cvijvg bv| cwinvm Avwg Ki‡Z PvBwb| Avcwb †Pv‡L †`L‡Z cvb bv e‡j Avcbvi h‡ZvUv Kó, ZZUv Kó Avwg bv †c‡jI GUzKz ej‡Z cvwi, Avcbvi c‡i Avwg Qvov Ab¨ †KD GZUv Kó cvqwb| wKš‘ Avwg Avgvi cwiPq Rvbv‡j wPiw`b Avgv‡K †hgb Ae‡njv K‡i‡Qb, GLbI †m iKg Ki‡Zb| Avcbvi Lvivc jvMZ| nqZ Avgvi †mev-hZœ MÖnY Ki‡Zb bv, nqZ nvmvZvj †_‡K cvwj‡q †h‡Zb| Avwg Avcbv‡K GB †mev-hZœ Kivi my‡hvM †_‡K wb‡R‡K ewÂZ ivL‡Z PvBwb| ZvB Avmj cwiPqUv †`Bwb| Avwg Av‡M RvbZvg bv †h, Avcbvi G Ae¯’v n‡q‡Q| hLb eyS‡Z cvijvg, ZLb nVvr gv_vq G‡jvÑ cwiPqUv Avcbv‡K Rvbv‡ev bv| Avgvi wb‡Ri ¯^v‡_©| Aek¨ Avcwb my¯’ n‡j, nvmcvZvj †_‡K Qvov cvevi mgq G‡j ZLb Avgvi cwiPq †`e †f‡e †i‡LwQjvg| wKš‘ ZZw`b A‡c¶v Ki‡Z w`‡jb bv| nu¨v, Avcwb wVKB a‡i‡Qb| Avwg Z…wß|
Ñ mwZ¨ ejQ, Zzwg Z…wß!
Ñ nu¨v, mwZ¨ ejwQ|
Z…wßi cwiPq †c‡q NyUz Lye Lywk n‡jv| †Kb †m GZ Lywk n‡jv Zv †m eyS‡Z cvij bv| Zvi wPrKvi Ki‡Z B‡”Q Kij| wKQy mgq †m Lywk‡Z †Kvb K_vB ej‡Z cvij bv| wKQy mgq c‡i †m ejj, Z…wß, Zzwg KZ D`vi| Avwg †Zvgv‡K KZ `ytL w`jvg Avi Zzwg Avgvi R‡b¨ GZ wKQy Ki‡j|
Ñ GUv‡Zv Avgvi KZ©e¨ wQj|
Ñ Z…wß, Gevi ej, Zzwg †Kgb AvQ?
Ñ AvwQ fv‡jvB|
Ñ f‡jv fv‡jv| fv‡jv _vK‡jB fv‡jv| Zv †Zvgvi gv †Kgb Av‡Q? mygb Kx K‡i?
Ñ gv fv‡jvB Av‡Q| mygb eLv‡U †Q‡j‡`i mv‡_ wg‡k wg‡k e‡L †M‡Q| RvqMv Rwg hv wQj me †kl K‡i †d‡j‡Q| GLb UzwKUvwK K‡i Pvjvq| gv Avgvi Kv‡Q _v‡K|
†Zvgvi Kv‡Q _v‡K! †Zvgvi ¯^vgx wK wKQy g‡b K‡i bv? Av”Qv †Zvgvi ¯^vgx †Kgb? †m Kx K‡i? †Zvgvi †Q‡j‡g‡q KqwU? †Kvb K¬v‡m c‡o Zviv?
Z…wß GKUv kã Kij| NyUz g‡b Kij Z…wß nvm‡jv, ci¶‡bB g‡b n‡jv-Kuv`j| c‡i eySj A‡bK mgq AwZ`yt‡L gvbyl e¨_v Rov†bv Kvbœv Rov‡bv nvwm nv‡m, Z…wß †m nvwmB †n‡m‡Q|
Z…wß wKQyB ejj bv| NyUz ejj, KB wKQy ej‡Qv bv †h?
ÑKx eje? Avm‡j Avcwb AvRI Avgv‡K cy‡ivcwyi wPb‡Z cv‡ib wb| Avcwb nqZ †f‡e‡Qb †h, Avwg me fy‡j we‡q K‡i ¯^vgx-mš—vb wb‡q my‡L AvwQ| wKš‘ Avcbvi aviYv fyj| Avwg GLbI we‡q Kwiwb|
Ñ Kx ej‡j Z…wß! Zywg AvRI we‡q K‡ivwb!
Ñ bv| Kwiwb|
ÑG Zzwg Kx K‡iQ Z…wß! wb‡Ri RxebUv Ggb K‡i bó Kivi †Kvb gv‡b nq?
Z…wß ejj, Av”Qv we‡q bv Ki‡jB eywS gvby‡li RxebUv bó n‡q hvq Avi we‡q Ki‡jB †mB b‡ói nvZ †_‡K euvPv hvq? RM‡Z we‡qB Kx me?
bv, RM‡Z we‡qB me bq| ZeyI Avgiv gvbyl, we‡q K‡i msmvi ag© cvjb KivÑ GUv gvbeag©| Gig‡a¨ gvby‡li Rxe‡bi c~Y©Zv Av‡m| Aek¨ mevi Av‡m bv GK_vUvI mwZ¨| AvwgI †Zv we‡q Kijvg wKš‘Ñ bv, _vK|
Z…wßi K_vi †gvo Ab¨w`‡K †Nviv‡Z PvBj| ejj, nvmcvZvj †_‡K †Zv Av‡iv `yw`b Av‡MB †Q‡o w`‡Z †P‡qwQj wKš‘ Avwg e‡j K‡q GKUz mgq †P‡q wb‡qwQ| AvMvgxKv‡ji c‡i nqZ GLv‡b Avi ivL‡Z PvB‡e bv| Av”Qv, †mw`bI wR‡Ám K‡iwQjvg Avcwb e‡jbwb| G Ae¯’v wb‡q Avcwb wK R‡b¨ GKv GKv KK&ªevRv‡i G‡mwQ‡jb?
Ñ GgwbB|
Ñ GgwbB †KD Av‡m? †mB XvKv †_‡K GB KK&ªevRvi ch©š— GB Ae¯’v wb‡q †KD GgwbB Av‡m? e‡jb bv wK R‡b¨ G‡mwQ‡jb, †Kv_vq hv‡eb| Avwg Avcbv‡K mn‡hvwMZv Kie| Avwg SzS‡Z cviwQ †h, Avcwb Avgv‡K Gwo‡q Pj‡Z PvB‡Qb e‡j wKQy ej‡Qb bv|
bv Z…wß bv| †Zvgvi K_v wVK bv| Avwg Avm‡j †Kv_vq hve, wKR‡b¨ †e‡Q †e‡Q GB KK&ªevRv‡i Avmjvg Rvwb bv| nqZ †Zvgvi mv‡_ †`Lv n‡e e‡jB G‡mwQ|
Ñ wK ej‡Qb Avwg †Zv wKQyB eySwQ bv| fvwei mv‡_ SMov evwa‡q‡Qb eywS?
Ñ SMov‡Zv A‡bK †QvU e¨vcvi, Av‡iv eowKQy n‡q‡Q|
Ñ gv‡b?
Ñ QvovQvox n‡q †M‡Q|
Ñ Kx ej‡jb| QvovQvwo n‡q †M‡Q!! mwZ¨ ej‡Qb †Zv?
Ñ GZeo K_vUv Kx Rxe‡b †KD wg‡_¨ e‡j?
Ñ bv, Zv Aek¨ e‡j bv| wKš‘ Kx K‡i Kx n‡jv? Ggb n‡jv †Kb?
Ñ †m A‡bK K_v| †m eo j¾vi K_v; Zzwg ïb‡Z †PIbv| Avwg †m K_v ej‡Z cvie bv| †mme K_v ejvi g‡Zv bv|
Ñ ZeyI Avwg ïbe| Avcbv‡K ej‡ZB n‡e| GB Avcbvi nvZ a‡i Aby‡iva KiwQ, Avgv‡K me e‡jb|
Ñ †m A‡bK K_v| GB nvmcvZv‡j GZ †jv‡Ki g‡a¨ †mme K_v ejv hv‡e bv| Avgv‡K GKUv wbwiwewj RvqMvq wb‡q Pj|
wVK Av‡Q, Avgvi wWDwU †kl †nvK, ZLb me ïbe| GLb Avwg GKUz KvR Kwi|
Z…wß †Kvb Kv‡R gb emv‡Z cvij bv| †m QywU wb‡q nvmcvZvj †_‡K NyUz‡K Qvwo‡q Zvi evmvq wb‡q †Mj| evmvq wb‡q NyUz‡K Zvi gvi Kv‡Q †i‡L Z…wß Kvco cvëv‡Z †Mj| NyUz Z…wßi gvi mv‡_ K_v e‡j Rvb‡Z cvij †h Z…wß Zvi me K_vB gv‡K e‡j‡Q|
Z…wß wd‡i G‡m ejj, GLb †Kvb e¨¯—Zv †bB, Pvicv‡k †jvKRb †bB, Avcwb ax‡i my‡¯’ e‡jb|
Ñ Kx eje e‡jv? Gme †Zv ejvi K_v bv| wKš‘ †Zvgv‡K ej‡Z n‡e| GB KK&ªevRv‡i Gjvg, Gi †cQ‡b Kx D‡Ïk¨ wQj Avwg Rvwb bv| nqZ †Zvgv‡K me ejvi R‡b¨B wbqwZ Avgv‡K GLv‡b G‡b wVK †Zvgvi mv‡_ mv¶vr Kwi‡q w`‡q‡Q| Zvn‡j †kvb t
Ñ †mB †h we‡qi ci †Zvgv‡`i evmvq G‡mwQjvg, ZLb wKš‘ wgg‡K Zz‡j †bBwb| I ZLb Ii ev‡ci evwo‡Z wQj| mwZ¨ K_v ej‡Z wK we‡qi c‡i Avwg Ii †cÖ‡g c‡o wM‡qwQjvg| nqZ I AmvaviY my›`ix wQj e‡jB, bqZ Ab¨ wKQy hv Avwg Rvwb bv| hv‡nvK, we‡qi c‡i I‡K Zz‡j wb‡q XvKvq Avgvi Kv‡Q wb‡q †Mjvg| XvKvq gvSvwi ai‡bi GKwU evmv fvovK‡i †mLv‡b my‡Li msmvi mvRvjvg| wgg mwZ¨B Avgv‡K myLx Ki‡Z †c‡iwQj| I Avgv‡K GZ fv‡jvevmZ †h Avwg wb‡R‡K c„w_exi me‡P fvM¨gvb ¯^vgx g‡b KiZvg| Avgvi gv‡S gv‡S †Zvgvi K_v g‡b coZ| wKš‘ I Avgv‡K myLx Kivi R‡b¨ GZB e¨¯— _vKZ †h Avwg †Kvb welq wb‡q †ekx fve‡Z ev gb Lvivc Ki‡Z my‡hvM †cZvg bv| I Avgvi g‡b KLbI Kv‡jv‡gN Rg‡Z w`Z bv| AvwgI I‡K VKvBwb| I‡K AvwgI fv‡jvevmv w`‡qwQ| I cÖvqB ejZ †h Avgv‡K †c‡q I myLx, fvM¨eZx| Zvi †P‡q ¯^vgx-‡mvnvMx fvM¨ wb‡q bvwK Lye Kg bvixB RM‡Z G‡m‡Q| Rv‡bv I Avgv‡K GZUv w`Z †h, Avwg hv †cZvg Zvi †P‡q †ewk PvBZvg wKbv fve‡ZI cvwiwb| I‡K wb‡q Avwg evsjv‡`‡ki wewfbœ RvqMv, cvnvo ce‡Z©, mvMi-‰mK‡Z, mvM‡i, DcRvwZ Aay¨wlZ GjvKvq wewfbœ `k©bxq RvqMvq Ny‡iwQ| RxebUv‡K Dc‡fvM K‡iwQ|
Ggwb K‡i cuvPwU eQi ‡h Kxfv‡e †K‡U †Mj eyS‡ZB cvwiwb| Avm‡j my‡Li w`b¸wj eo ZvovZvwo P‡j hvq| Avn&! †mme w`b¸wj‡K hw` a‡i ivLv †hZ! wKš‘bv, myL gvby‡li Kcv‡j wPiw`b mqbv| Avwg hyM-hy‡Mi myL nqZ H cuvPwU eQ‡iB †fvMK‡i wb‡qwQjvg| ZvB GKw`b Avgvi my‡Li w`‡bi Aemvb n‡jv| †b‡g G‡jv †Nvi Agvwbkv| AÜKv‡i †Q‡q †Mj Avgvi c„w_ex| eLv‡U‡`i †Qvov Gwm‡o Avgvi `y‡Uv †PvLB bó n‡q †Mj| A‡bK wPwKrmv Pvjv‡bv n‡jv wKš‘ †PvL Avi fv‡jv n‡jv bv| Zvici †_‡K AÜB AvwQ|
m„wóKZ©v hLb Avgvi †PvL †K‡o wbj, ZLb ïay IUv wb‡qB ¶vš— nqwb; mv‡_ mv‡_ Avgvi A‡bK wKQyB wb‡q †Mj| Avgvi PvwKi P‡j †Mj| msmv‡i Av‡qi c_ eÜ| evev-gv `yR‡bB ZLb cicv‡i| fvB‡`i ¯§iYvcbœ njvg, wKš‘ Zv‡`i KvQ †_‡K †Zgb wKQyB †cjvg bv| e‡ov Avkv K‡iwQjvg Zv‡`i Ici| my‡Li mgq A‡bK‡K cvIqv †M‡jI `yt‡Li mgq KvD‡K cvIqv hvq bv| gvi †c‡Ui fvB Avgvi Kv‡Q ci n‡q †Mj| msmv‡ii gvj wRwbm wewµ K‡i msmvi Pvjv‡Z jvMjvg| wKš‘ e‡m e‡m gvjwRwbm wewµ K‡i Avi Kqw`bB ev Pvjv‡bv hvq| GKmgq wg‡gi †mvbvi Mnbvq nvZ coj| Mnbv wewµ Ki‡Z Ii gbUv wQ‡o †Mj Zv eyS‡Z ciZvg| †g‡q‡`i Kv‡Q Mnbvi †P‡q wcÖq wRwbm msmv‡i Lye KgB Av‡Q| hv †nvK, Mnbv †e‡P msmvi Pj‡Z jvMj| wgg †jLvcov RvbZ| †m PvKwii †Póv Pvwj‡q †Mj| G evRv‡i PvKwi cvIqv KZ K‡ói KvR Zv fy³‡fvMxB Rv‡b| A‡bK †Póvi ci GKUv cÖvB‡fU dv‡g© UvBwc‡÷i KvR †cj| Avwg AÜ n‡q hvevi c‡i I UvBcUv wk‡L wb‡qwQj cÖ‡qvR‡bi ZvwM‡`B|
Gevi LvIqv civi wPš—v NyPj wKš‘ Akvwš— NyPj bv| Avgvi †Pv‡L ZLb c„w_ex AÜKvi| †PvL bv _vKvi g‡Zv `yt‡Li KviY nqZ `ywbqvq wØZxqwU †bB| Avgvi g‡b ZLb †mB `ytL| Avi wg‡gi g‡bi `ytLI Kg bv, ZvI eyS‡Z cviZvg| ¯^vgx AÜ nIqv Kx GKRb bvixi R‡b¨ Kg `yt‡Li KviY! Zvic‡i †g‡q gvbyl n‡q msmv‡ii nvj Zv‡KB ai‡Z n‡q‡Q| mvivw`b Awd‡m PvKwi Zvici evmvq wd‡i Aܯ^vgxi †`Lv †kvbv ivbœv-evbœv Av‡iv KZ wK| Ii †eZb Lye †ekx wQj bv| Zv w`‡q XvKvi g‡Zv RvqMvq evmv fvov, evRvi LiP, †gUv‡ZB wngwkg †L‡Z n‡Zv| ZvB Kv‡Ri †jvK ivLv m¤¢e n‡Zv bv| wggB me mvgjv‡Zv| Aek¨ AvwgI I‡K mn‡hvwMZv KiZvg| cÖ_g cÖ_g cviZvg bv wKš‘ c‡i ax‡i ax‡i Avwg A‡bK KvR AvqZ¡ K‡i †d‡jwQjvg| GB a‡iv-Kvco KuvPv, Ni‡`vi Svo– †`qv, Rvgv-Kvco, weQvbv-cÎ †MvQv‡bv, ZiKvwi †KvUv- GiKg-UzwKUvwK A‡bK Kv‡R Avwg I‡K mn‡hvwMZv KiZvg|
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Avgvi g‡i †h‡Z B‡”Qv n‡jv| cyi“l gvbyl n‡q ¯¿xi ciwKqv †cÖg †g‡b †bqv, ¯¿xi Ki“bv wf¶v Kivi R‡b¨ Avgvi fvM¨‡K, Avgv‡K kZ kZ wa°vq w`jvg| K‡qKevi AvZ¥nZ¨vi wm×vš— wbjvg| wKš‘ AvZ¥nZ¨v gnvcvc ZvB gb †_‡K gy‡Q †djjvg| g‡b cÖv‡b Avj­vni Kv‡Q g„Zz¨ Kvgbv Kijvg| ALv`¨-KzLv`¨ †Ljvg hv‡Z KwVb e¨vwa nq, kix‡ii Dci Pig AZ¨vPvi Kijvg hv‡Z KwVb †Kvb AmyL nq, iv¯—vq †ewi‡q AZ¨vPvi B‡”Q g‡Zv Pjjvg †hb G¨vKwm‡W‡›U gviv hvB| Aek¨ Gfv‡e gi‡jI †mwU AvZ¥nZ¨viB kvwgj n‡Zv wKš‘ ZLb fveZvg Gfv‡e gi‡j nqZ AvZ¥nZ¨vi cvc †_‡K †invB cv‡ev| wKš‘ GZK‡iI gi‡Z cvijvg bv| GLb g‡b nq hviv g‡b cÖv‡Y gi‡Z Pvq, Zviv mn‡h g‡i bv wKš‘ hviv gi‡Z Pvq bv, †eu‡P _vK‡Z Pvq kZvwaK eQi Zviv ûU K‡i g‡i hvq| GwUI m„wóKZ©vi GKai‡bi †Ljv nqZ|
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‡jvKwU Avgv‡K wUUKvwi gviZ, evi evi AÜ e‡j Avgvi g‡b AvNvZ †`qvi †Póv KiZ| G wb‡q GKw`b †jvKwUi mv‡_ Avgvi SMov evaj| SMov Pi‡g †cŠuQy‡j Avwg GK ch©v‡q I‡K †ewi‡q †h‡Z ejjvg| wgg Zvi gyL Lyjj| ejj I †ewi‡q hv‡e †Kb? evmvUv Kx †Zvgvi bv Avgvi? †ei hw` n‡Z nq †Zv Zzwg †ewi‡q hvI| Avi GI †R‡b ivLÑ `yÕPviw`‡bi g‡a¨ ¯^cœ‡K Avwg we‡q KiwQ|
wg‡gi cÖwZ N„Yvq gbUv f‡i DVj| Ii mv‡_ SMov Ki‡ZI N„Yv n‡jv| Gic‡i Avi H evmvq _vK‡Z cvijvg bv| wgg †h gyw³ †P‡qwQj| Avwg I‡K †mB gyw³ ZLbB w`‡q w`jvg| I AvNvZ †cj bv, Lywk n‡jv| Avwg †ewi‡q cojvg iv¯—vq| ZLb Avgvi g‡a¨ Pig D‡ËRbv| gv_vUv wVK wQj bv| Mvwoi wb‡P c‡o gi‡Z Lye B‡”Q n‡jv| Lye †Rv‡i †Rv‡i nuvU‡Z jvMjvg wKš‘ †KD `qv K‡i Avgv‡K Mvwo Pvcv w`j bv| Mvox‡K Avwg av°v w`‡Z PvB‡jI Mvwo Avgv‡K Gwo‡q †Mj| H D‡ËRbvi gv_vq nVvr wK †hb g‡b G‡jvÑ Agwb GKwU wi·v wVK Kijvg| mv‡q`vev` †cŠu‡Q wi·v Ajv‡K ejjvg Avgv‡K †h †Kvb GKwU ev‡m DwV‡q w`‡Z| †m Rvb‡Z PvBj †h Avwg †Kv_vKvi ev‡m †h‡Z PvB| Avwg ejjvg, †Kv_vq hve Rvwb bv| †Zvgvi B‡”Q g‡Zv †h †Kvb ev‡m Zz‡j `vI| Avwg GLvb †_‡K A‡bK `~i P‡j †h‡Z PvB| A‡bK `y‡ii †Kvb ev‡m Avgv‡K Zz‡j `vI|
wi·vAjv Avgv‡K GKwU ev‡m DwV‡q w`j| Avwg RvbjvgI bv †Kvb RvqMvi ev‡m DVjvg| c‡i Rvb‡Z cvijvg KK&ªev‡Rv‡ii ev‡m D‡VwQ| wek¦vm Ki, ZLbB †Zvgvi K_v Lye g‡b coj| P‡j Gjvg KK&ªevRv‡i| wKš‘ †Zvgvi mv‡_ †`Lv Kie ev Ab¨ wKQy fvwewb| Avwg †Kv_vq hve, Kx Kie, wKQyB ey‡S DV‡Z cviwQjvg bv| A‡bK B‡”Qi c‡i n‡jv GKUv G¨vKwm‡W›U, wKš‘ Zzwg gi‡Z w`‡j bv| Kx n‡e †eu‡P †_‡K? G Rxe‡bi †P‡q †h giY Avgvi Kv‡Q A‡bK fv‡jv|
Ñbv m¨vi I K_v ej‡eb bv| GLbI me †kl n‡q hvqwb| Avcwb gi‡Z PvB‡Qb †Kb? Avwg AvwQ bv? Avwg Avcbv‡K †eu‡P _vKvi Aby‡cÖiYv †hvMv‡ev| Avcwb †eu‡P _vK‡eb| Avcbvi g‡Zv Ae¯’vq †jvK †eu‡P Av‡Q bv?
Ñ bv Z…wß, Zzwg eyS‡Z cviQ bv Kx R¡vjv ey‡K wb‡q GLbI †eu‡P AvwQ|
Ñ Avwg eyS‡Z cviwQ, wKš‘ ZeyI Avcbv‡K Avwg †kl n‡Z †`e bv| Avcbvi meKó Avwg `~i K‡i †`e|
ÑKx ejQ Zzwg Z…wß!
Ñ nu¨v, wVKB e‡jwQ| Avcbv‡K Avi Ab¨ †Kv_vI †h‡Z n‡e bv| Avcwb GLb †_‡K Avgvi Kv‡QB _vK‡eb| Avcbvi me Kó Avwg `~i K‡i †`e|
Ñ wKš‘ Z…wß Avwg †Zvgv‡K wPiUvKvj Ae‡njv, Abv`i Avi `ytL Qvov wKQy w`jvg bv Avi Zzwg Avgvi R‡b¨ GZUv Ki‡Z Pv”Q? Zzwg G‡Zv gnr| wKš‘ Zzwg w`‡Z PvB‡jI Avwg wb‡Z cvwi bv| hv‡K wKQyB w`jvg bv, Zvi KvQ †_‡K GZUv †bB Kx K‡i?
Ñ Avwg Avcbvi R‡b¨ Rq Ki‡Z PvB, Zv cÖwZ`vb bq, fv‡jvevmvi `vb|
Ñ Avgv‡K GLb Avi fv‡jvevmv hvq bv, Ki“bv Kiv hvq| cyi“l gvbyl n‡q A‡b¨i Ki“bvq †eu‡P _vKv †h KZUv KóKi Zv Zzwg eyS‡e bv|
Ñ Avwg GKw`b e‡jwQjvg bv, mymg‡q, myw`‡b bv n‡jI `yw`©‡b, Amg‡q †hb Avcbvi R‡b¨ wKQy Ki‡Z cvwi? AvR †mB w`b G‡m‡Q| Avgv‡K Avcwb ewÂZ Ki‡eb bv|
Ñ bv Z…wß, Zv nq bv|
чKb nq bv? Aek¨B n‡e| nqZ Avwg Avcbvi cÖ‡qvR‡b Avme e‡jB A‡b¨i mv‡_ Rwo‡q hvBwb| A‡b¨i mv‡_ Rwo‡q †M‡j Avcbvi R‡b¨ wKQyB Ki‡Z cviZvg bv| Avwg Avcbvi †Kvb K_vB ïbe bv| Avcbv‡K Avgvi GLv‡b _vK‡ZB n‡e| NyUz ejj, wVK Av‡Q Avwg c‡i eje|
Ñ Z…wßi gvI NyUz‡K †_‡K hvevi R‡b¨ A‡bK Aby‡iva Kij| Zv‡`i `yR‡bi Aby‡iva †dj‡Z bv †c‡i NyUz Z…wßi evmvq †_‡K †Mj|
Z…wßi gv ey‡ov gvbyl| cÖvq APj| ZeyI NyUzi R‡b¨ †m A‡bK K‡i| Z…wß nvmcvZv‡j hvevi Av‡M NyUzi †LuvR Lei †bq, nvmcvZvj †_‡K wd‡i G‡m †LuvR Lei †bq, †mev hZœ K‡i Mí-¸Re K‡i| NyUzi †Kvb Amyweav nq bv wKš‘ wb‡Ri Kv‡Q Lye Lvivc jv‡M| hv‡K Rxe‡b A‡bK Kuvw`‡q‡Q, hvi RxebUv bó K‡i w`‡q‡Q, Zvi KvQ †_‡K GZUv wb‡Z Zvi we‡e‡K ev‡a| ZvQvov †m Gfv‡e c‡o _vK‡e †jv‡KI bvbvb K_v ej‡e| †m P‡j hvIqvi wm×vš— †bq|
GKw`b iv‡Z nvmcvZvj †_‡K wd‡i Z…wß NyUzi N‡i wM‡q emj| A‡bK¶Y bvbvb K_vevZ©v n‡jv| GKmgq NyUz ejj, Z…wß A‡bK w`b‡Zv n‡jv| †Zvgvi GLv‡b AvwQ| Gevi Avgv‡K hvevi AbygwZ `vI| †Zvgv‡K Avi KZ Kó †`e? Avi Avwg †h GLv‡b Gfv‡e c‡o AvwQ, Zzwg Gfv‡e Avgvi †`Lvïbv KiQ, G‡Z †jv‡K bvbvb K_v ej‡e| Zv‡Z †Zvgvi ¶wZ n‡e| Avgv‡K †h‡Z `vI| Avgvi R‡b¨ †Zvgvi ¶wZ †nvK Zv Avwg PvB bv| A‡bK ¶wZ‡Zv K‡iwQ, Avi  KZ?
Ñ ¶wZ Avi Kx n‡e? Avwg Ime‡K fq cvBbv|
Ñ Z…wß, ZeyI Zzwg GKRb bvix| mgv‡R †Zvgv‡K `kR‡bi mv‡_ _vK‡Z nq|
Z…wß wKQy mgq wbie †_‡K Zvici ejj m¨vi, GKUv mwZ¨ K_v ej‡eb? hw` †m mwZ¨ K_vwU Avgvi g‡b AvNvZ †`q ZeyI mwZ¨ K_vwU ej‡eb?
Ñ Kx K_v, ïwbB bv?
Ñ bv, Av‡M e‡jb ej‡eb? K_v w`b|
Ñ wVK Av‡Q, eje| K_v w`jvg|
Ñ Avcwb GLbI Kx Avgv‡K Ae‡njv K‡ib? N„Yv K‡ib?
Ñ bv Z…wß bv| GLb Avi Avwg †Zvgv‡K N„Yv ev Ae‡njv Kwi bv| Avi ïay †Zvgv‡K †Kb, KvD‡KB Kwi bv| †m †hvM¨Zv Avwg nvwi‡q †d‡jwQ| GLb †Zv AvwgB A‡b¨i Ae‡njvi cvÎ, N„bvi cvÎ| Avgvi g‡a¨ †h AvwgZ¡, AÜ n‡q hvevi ci Zvi giY n‡q‡Q| Avwg †Zvgv‡K ej‡Z PvBwb, ejZvg I bv KviY hv‡K †Kvbw`b wKQy †`Bwb, Zv‡K hw` ewjÑ Avwg †Zvgv‡K g‡b †i‡LwQjvg, Av‡Rv †i‡LwQ Zvn‡j Zv ïb‡Z Lvivc †kvbv‡e we‡kl K‡i Avgvi GB Amnvq Ae¯’vq| wKš‘ Zzwg ïb‡Z PvB‡j e‡j ej‡Z eva¨ njvg| bv Z…wß, Avwg †Zvgv‡K Ae‡njv Kwi bv| wek¦vm Ki, †Zvgv‡K Avwg fy‡j hvBwb KLbI| Avgvi memgq g‡b n‡q‡Q †h, Avwg †Zvgvi cÖwZ Ab¨vq K‡iwQ| Avwg gg©cxovq fy‡MwQ A‡bK| H †h Zzwg GKiv‡Z Avgvi GKwU Av½y‡j †g‡nw` jvwM‡q w`‡qwQ‡j, †`L †mB Av½yjUvq Av‡Rv †g‡nw` jvMv‡bv Av‡Q| GwU Avwg †Zgvi ¯§„wZ wPý ¯^ic †i‡L w`‡qwQ GB GZwU eQi| wKš‘ †Kb Zv Rvwb bv| wgg‡K wb‡q Avwg myLx n‡qwQjvg mwZ¨, wKš‘ ZeyI †Zvgvi K_vI Avgvi g‡b coZ| g‡b n‡Zv Avwg Rxe‡b g¯— e‡ovÑ GKUv fyj K‡iwQ| Aek¨Ñ my‡Li w`b¸wj‡Z †Zvgvi R‡b¨ Lye †ewk Kó n‡q‡Q ev †Zvgvi K_v Lye †ewk g‡b c‡o‡QÑ Ggb hw` ewj Z‡e wg‡_¨ ejv n‡e| H †h ejjvg gv‡S gv‡S g‡b c‡o‡Q, Kó I n‡q‡Q| my‡Li w`‡b nqZ gvby‡li AZxZ ¯§„wZ Kg g‡b c‡o ZvB| wKš‘ hLb AÜ n‡q †Mjvg, Avgvi Rxe‡b †b‡g Avm‡Z jvMj mxgvnxb `ytL, ZLb †_‡KB †Zvgvi K_v Lye †ewk g‡b co‡Z jvMj| Avgvi `yt‡Li gvÎvUv hZ evo‡Z jvMj, †Zvgvi R‡b¨ KóUvI Z‡Zv evo‡Z jvMj| ZLb wb‡Ri Kó w`‡q Avwg †Zvgvi Kó Dcjwä Ki‡Z cvijvg| memgq GKUv AbyZv‡ci Av¸‡b Avwg R¡‡j cy‡o giZvg| Avgvi g‡b n‡Zv †Zvgv‡K A‡bK Kuvw`‡qwQ e‡j Avgv‡KI Ggb K‡i Kuv`‡Z n‡”Q| KvD‡K `ytL w`‡q myLx nIqv hvq bv-GUv ZLb eyS‡Z ‡c‡iwQ| wg‡gi gb †_‡K hLb Avgvi R‡b¨ fv‡jvevmv G‡Kev‡i D‡V †Mj, ZLb eyS‡Z cvjvg †h, gvbyl GKw`b hv †njvq nvivq, Av‡iKw`b kZ Kuv`‡jI Zv cvq bv| Avgvi fy‡ji R‡b¨ ¶gv †P‡q Avwg †Zvgv‡K †QvU Ki‡Z PvB bv| KviY †Zvgvi weivU J`vh© w`‡q Avgv‡K Zzwg ¶gv K‡i †`‡e Rvwb| ïay GUzKz ej‡Z PvB, †Zvgv‡K Kuvw`‡q AvwgI Kg Kuvw`wb, †Zvgv‡K VwK‡q AvwgI Kg VwKwb|
Z…wß Pzc K‡i iBj, NyUzI Pzc K‡i iBj| NyUzi g‡b n‡jv Z…wß wKQy ej‡e| †m A‡c¶v Ki‡Z jvMj| A‡bK mgq †K‡U †Mj| NyUz ejj, Z…wß, Zzwg wKQy ej‡Z Pv”Q g‡b n‡”Q? e‡j †dj| Z…wß ejj, Av”Qv Avgv‡`i me wKQy‡Zv †kl n‡q hvqwb| Avgiv Kx GLb Ni eva‡Z cvwi bv?
Ñ Z…wß, G Zzwg Kx ejQ?
Ñ wVKB ejwQ|
Ñ Zzwg †f‡e †`‡LQ?
Ñ nu¨v, †f‡ewQ|
Ñ bv, Zv nq bv|
Ñ †Kb nq bv?
Ñ Avgvi mymg‡q hv‡K MÖnY Ki‡Z cvwiwb, Amg‡q Zvi †evSvne GZUv ¯^v_©ci Avwg n‡Z cvwi bv|
Ñ G‡Z ¯^v_©ciZvi wKQy †bB| ZeyI hw` ¯^v_©ciZvi K_vB †Zv‡jb Zvn‡j AvwgI †Zv Kg ¯^v_©ci bB| GB †h Avcwb †Pv‡L †`L‡Z cvb bv, GR‡b¨ †h Avgvi KZUv Kó Zv Avcbv‡K †evSv‡Z cvie bv| Zey I gv‡S gv‡S g‡b nq fv‡jvB n‡q‡Q| Avcbvi G Ae¯’v bv n‡j †Zv Avcbv‡K †Kvbw`b †cZvg bv| e‡jb, GUv Kx ¯^v_©ciZv bq? mwZ¨ K_v ej‡Z Kx me mv_©ciZvi D‡a© DV‡Z mvaviY gvbyl cv‡i bv, AwZ gvby‡liv cv‡i|
Ñ wKš‘ Z…wß, G nq bv| Gfv‡e Avwg †Zvgvi RxebUv‡K bó K‡i w`‡Z cvwi bv|
Ñ bó Rxeb‡K Avcwb Avi Kx bó Ki‡eb? Avgvi RxebUv Kx bó n‡Z GLbI evwK Av‡Q?
Ñ bv, Zv Aek¨ bv| wKš‘ ...............|
Avi †Kvb wKš‘ bq| Av‡mb Avgiv AZxZ‡K fy‡j hvB, AZx‡Zi fyjΓwU‡K eZ©gvb w`‡q †X‡K †`B|
Ñ Zzwg fv‡jvK‡i †f‡e †`L Z…wß| c‡i wKš‘ `ytL Ki‡e|
Ñ Avwg A‡bK †f‡ewQ| Avgvi fv‡jvevmv GK LÊ wQj bv †h AvR Avcbvi †PvL †bB e‡j Avcbv‡K fv‡jvevmv‡ev bv| wgg fvwei fv‡jvevmv wQj LÛ fv‡jvevmv| ZvB †m Avcbvi Amnvq Ae¯’vq Avcbv‡K fv‡jvevm‡Z cv‡iwb| wKš‘ cÖK…Z fv‡jvevmv‡Zv GB bq †h Zv ïay my‡Li mgq †`qv hv‡e, `yt‡Li mgq bq| wb‡Ri ¯^v‡_© †`qv hv‡e, fv‡jvevmvi gvbylwUi ¯^v‡_© bq| LuvwU fv‡jvevmv GZ †QvU bq| Avwg GUv fv‡jv K‡i Rvwb †h, Avgvi fv‡jvevmv ¯^v_©ci bq, wb‡Luv`|
Ñ Z…wß, Zzwg Av‡iv fv‡jv K‡i †f‡e †`L|
Ñ †f‡ewQ| fv‡jv K‡iB †f‡ewQ| Aek¨ bv fve‡jI PjZ| fv‡jvevmvq AZ fve‡j P‡j bv, jvf¶wZi wn‡me Ki‡j P‡j bv|
Ñ Z…wß Avgvi GLb Avi gi‡Z B‡”Q n‡”Q bv; euvP‡Z B‡”Q n‡”Q| g‡b n‡”Q Avgvi mewKQy GLb I †kl n‡q hvqwb|
Ñ Avcbvi Avi †Kvbw`b gi‡Z B‡”Q Ki‡e bv| Avwg Avcbvi me Kó `~i K‡i †`e|
NyUzi `„wónxb †PvL w`‡q †duvUv †duvUv cvwb Mwo‡q coj| G cvwb †e`bvi bq, Avb‡›`i| e¨_©Zv Avi nZvkvi bq, Avkvi|
Z…wß Zvi AvPj w`‡q NyUzi †Pv‡Li cvwb gy‡Q w`j| NyUz‡K wb‡Ri K‡i cvevi Avb‡›` Zvi †PvLI cvwb‡Z wf‡R †Mj|  Ae †k‡l `wónxb NyUzi Avkªq n‡jv |
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